Symptoms of A Failing Heart

Moved

2008-08-02T03:47:00.002+08:00

i'm trying something new.so i've moved to http://rowdees14.wordpress.comdon't ask me why.just that it's easier to maintain my posts there.=)

Every Maintenance A Week

2008-07-29T22:34:00.003+08:00

i hate WoW maintenance!!!now i'm so freaking bored on a night when i have the whole day free tomorrow.what i actually means is that i could have WoW all night long till late, but the stupid maintenance only allows me to start WoW-ing at around 1am instead.damn it.i guess i just have to spend the rest of the hours watching movies online.and regarding last sunday match.it was a decent game except

Psychosocial

2008-07-27T10:07:00.003+08:00

lately i've been so busy with girlfriend, school and work.i haven't actually got the time to do anything much.but luckily today, my WoW account is still frozen since i haven't renew my subscription.i finally have the time to think and blog.as for yesterday, went to haji lane to find the usuals after work.walked around alil' bit, then stopped for chicken rice dinner.continued on for more shopping

School Life Resumed

2008-07-21T23:58:00.001+08:00

what a way to start off my first day of school.i was having freaking diarrhea in the morning! (all thanks to the steamboat yesterday)therefore, i was getting too late so i had no choice but to take a cab instead.to my horror, there was a serious traffic jam at the express way!!!!and WORSE OF ALL, i suddenly felt the 'shit effect'.which means my diarrhea was back!LIKE WTF!!!!imagine me tahan-ing

For The Ladies

2008-07-16T00:09:00.002+08:00

as what i've promised gina.this is a blogshop she wanted me to spread around.here you go.http://grrlsfolio.blogspot.com/

In Pairs

2008-07-14T23:22:00.003+08:00

just yesterday i was so surprised to see a HUGE change in my bro's room.it was so CLEAN and TIDY!!!like WOW!!! WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW!!!!NEVER, i repeat, NEVER in my life have i seen his room so neat.such a fucking miracle i would say. hahahaha.but of course, it wasn't his work.it was hoey's.i'm so glad my bro had a hardworking girlfriend like her.good job hoey!unlike mine. *HINT HINT*and she was sweet

Let Your Wings Embrace Me

2008-07-07T00:33:00.007+08:00

my saturday was spent working in the morning.after work, met up with the usuals at century square's bus stop as we took a bus to parkway parade.chener joined us all the way from bukit batok over there.next was our feasting at fish and co!i simply love their seafood platter for 2.somehow, i will never get sick of it.dinner ended, and we proceed to walk around for a short while before stopping here

Our World As One

2008-07-01T23:37:00.004+08:00

today is officially the first day of work!yet at the end of the day, i was $3 short from the total amount. like wth.so i offered to fork out the money from my own pocket since it was my fault in the first place.damn, i hope this doesn't happen every time i work.seriously, i can't wait to get my first pay (30 days to go). rofl.i have to pamper myself with feast and shopping after these past few

Men of The Match

2008-06-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

why men of the match?and not man of the match, you ask?that's because EVERYONE of us did superbly well for the match today against a older malay team.all of us are winners today.it was a glorious victory of 6 - 1.a really terrific day.i am so fucking proud of each and everyone of rowdees.even though the pitch was smaller than what we usually play, we just had to adjust our playing style a

Staring At Perfection

2008-06-28T02:22:00.002+08:00

first day of work, or shall i call it training, went better than i expected.even though the new software of the ticketing computer was rather complex, i still managed to master it after a few attempts of struggling through while selling the tickets. lol.at first i was so fucking nervous trying to get the hang of it.well, what can i say, i'm a fast learner. hohoho.and i just love interacting with

Work Work Work!

2008-06-24T23:11:00.004+08:00

at last! i've found a job!and i'm starting work this thursday!!! hoho.faster than i expected, but at least it's better than slacking and gaming at home.time to earn money and pay off my debts as soon as possible.not forgetting to indulge myself with shopping and feasting!!for your information, i'm back to selling movie tickets at century cineplex.hahaha. after weeks of finding a job, i actually

3?!?! Where's My 5?!?!

2008-06-22T23:09:00.005+08:00

soccer match yesterday was FUCKING AWESOME!!we managed to thrash wenyan's cousin's team by 7 - 2. HOHOHO.i scored a hat trick (i'm still waiting for my milestone), qingan an with 2 goals and dale with another 2 goals!!WAHAHAHA.this is one of the few times that i actually felt good about myself.one of the best performance i ever had. heh.but not forgetting the whole team did well. thank you

FUCK MONEY

2008-06-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

money money money.everything is about money nowadays.why is money such a FUCKING PAIN IN THE ASS?!?!on top of that, being jobless makes it far worse.totally NO MONEY!!! BROKE!!i feel so fuck up now.especially when my starhub bill came again which states $264!!SERIOUSLY WTF WTF!!!and i thought that $404 of my previous bill was the end of my freaking nightmare.my mum is so gonna KILL ME

Just Can't Get Any Worse

2008-06-18T13:59:00.002+08:00

first there was "the happening".then came "shaolin girl".omg, i've been watching so many fucking lame ass and money wasting movies lately.it's almost like a movie marathon month for me.and there's still "you don't mess with zohan" coming up this week.important thing is, i'm still short of cash and jobless!i even missed paying my prudential saving plans for 2 months now.fuck fuck shit fuck.why

And There's The Cheers and Wave

2008-06-15T20:48:00.005+08:00

the lions are so disappointing...to think that a group of us actually went to support them at the national stadium.instead, their game of football against saudi arabia was truly not beautiful AT ALL.no wonder singapore never made it into the world cup before.the most frustrating would be how i wasted my $8!!!plus my transport fee and time some more. argh.lions, you ought to do better.those who

Bored and Broke

2008-06-13T00:02:00.001+08:00

MUAHAHAHA...it's past 12am.and therefore, today is, FRIDAY THE 13th.....oh well, like i give a shit. lol.as long as my friday won't be boring, i'm fine with it!hopefully we have some decent plans coming up.so earlier on, i was out watching 7.30pm movie of "the happening" with my family at century.seriously, that show fucking sucks, BADLY!!! TOTALLY!!!one of those c-grade movie coming from those

It's Just Numbers and Money

2008-06-10T22:38:00.003+08:00

32!!!! thirty fucking two!!!thats the number of invoices i'm supposed to type for my dad's company!not forgetting plus 1 quotation as well.normally, the most it's just 3 or 4.but 32!! seriously, WTF.it's been stored since march.why must that company wait till now?!?fuck.this is wasting my time.i am so gonna take some cash from my dad after i'm done with those.BUT.... thank god, the typewriter

F with the I and not the A then T

2008-06-08T22:42:00.002+08:00

it's been awhile since i last exercised at home.or even exercised at all!therefore i was using the new exercise mat to do some sit ups earlier on!cause apparently, my cousin was commenting on how big my tummy has become right after ORD.it was like the first thing he said to me when i reached his house, like wth.but it did inspired me to work out, like just now.so here i am, trying to kill this

When Myth Fades To Legend

2008-06-08T13:35:00.002+08:00

alesana's new album "when myth fades to legend" simply ROCKS MY SOCKS!!they were never disappointing.and this is how good they are, live."this conversation is over""the uninvited thirteenth""this is usually the part where people scream"

Awesomeness

2008-06-08T12:37:00.004+08:00

YAWN.i'm feeling sleepy yet again when i just woke up not long.cause i realized it was afternoon already and i didn't want to waste anymore precious time.so yeah, i forced myself awake.but i sense that it's gonna be a boring sunday.i hope there better be a plan installed today.yesterday was awesome.headed to millenia walk to collect that free gift together with hock and wenyan around 6pm.plan to

Total Foolishness

2008-06-07T12:48:00.002+08:00

it's sad to hear that a few of my army friends are going to be charge and end up in DB.worse of all, when it's their ORD day yesterday!like WTF!!!!they were seriously foolish enough to skip camp last wednesday when there's area cleaning.and then couldn't produce a MC at all on the last day.this is indeed fucking stupid.and our OC didn't even gave chance at all.so i guess they're gonna be in DB

Our Separate Corners

2008-06-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

"she keeps on asking "do you think it hurts much to die"."it's hurting so much more to stay alive now".she's gonna find out how much it hurts to die.she laced her perfume up with death.feel it in my lungs,so i'll pull in the deepest breath,and drop my head.

Red And Dying Night

2008-06-04T21:41:00.004+08:00

i feel so tired and shag now.especially after our soccer session at tp earlier on.i can sense that i'm almost falling ill. so weak....damn it!anyway it's mom's birthday today!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!i was even having alot of spicy food for the dinner celebration.ahh...but i can't believe i'm broke enough not to buy a present at all.such unfilial son. (same goes to my brother) hah.god, i almost can't take

Blinded By The Dark

2008-06-03T22:36:00.003+08:00

the sleepless nights that i've missed have finally caught up with me.i was so tired earlier on that i knocked out immediately after WoW started its weekly maintenance.i would have missed my dinner if not for mum's nagging of waking me up.yawn.i'm still tired though, but i plan to stay awake until the maintenance ends at 2am to continue. heh.i know i'm becoming more of a hardcore gamer but thats

THRU' THICK AND THIN. WHOOSH!!!!!

2008-06-01T04:41:00.003+08:00

i forced myself awake at 10am to my mom's nagging as she had prepared breakfast.i swear i didn't felt like waking up at all as i slept at 6.30am! i was freaking tired.BUT.....she made us cheese sausages, bacon, ham and egg sandwiches!!HOW THE HELL CAN I NOT WAKE UP FOR IT?!?!?!HAHAHAHA!!so i did.and went back to sleep immediately after.somehow, it felt surreal.as if my breakfast was just a sweet

TGIF

2008-05-30T12:59:00.004+08:00

IT'S THE AFTERNOON!!and i've only just woke up!what a miracle!finally i had a pretty decent sleep.but it would have been close to perfect if my bro was't WoW-ing in my room.damn it.OH, AND IT'S FRIDAY!!! (as if everyday isn't the same to me)BOOK OUT DAY FOR MOST NSF!! so sad.ORD LO!!!but i had to make my way back to camp later in the day for the ORD function.hmm... actually i felt kinda lazy but

If We're Going Out, We Go Out In Style

2008-05-29T20:29:00.003+08:00

only a bath a day. heh.god, i'm feeling so fucking dirty.i know what you guys are thinking.but don't say it, keep it to yourself.haha.and i haven't shave in days.i look like a freaking old man now.so rugged, yet cool.rofl.soccer tonight.time to exercise my feet after sitting down for so long.oh, i've finish watching supernatural season 3 at last.well, its the season finale yet again.hopefully the

It's Better If You Do

2008-05-29T00:49:00.005+08:00

I GOT INTO NAFA!!!!!!!WAHAHAHAHAHA.after so many unknown number calling me, especially jobs agency.the call i've been anticipating for so long has finally arrived.i was stunned upon hearing the call was from NAFA.and just before that i was literally stoned due to WoW-ing the whole day.the combined power made me speechless for awhile.the guy on the other line was like "do you want to know your

Gamer Revealed

2008-05-27T01:18:00.004+08:00

WARNING: the below content contains explicit act of disgust.if you have a bad stomach, please close this window immediately.otherwise, read on....this is the life of the gamer in senget revealed.you will only get this story live here and nowhere else!25th march, 11.45pm.back from basketball and started WoW all the way till....26th march, 2am.paused WoW just to bathe.5amstopped WoW-ing and went to

Carbon Copy?

2008-05-24T11:49:00.011+08:00

chee is crouched in a crane position... ready to ATTACK!siew brothersHAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR BROTHER, SIEW XIN CHEE.his birthday was yesterday, 23rd, and we were out celebrating at a restaurant, "amirah's grill" somewhere near arab street with his classmates from SIM's university of buffalo.first time meeting most of their classmates and i must say they are all really friendly people.well,

Visual Arts

2008-05-22T23:11:00.002+08:00

KNOCK OUT!!thats the first thing i did soon after i came home from my NAFA admission test.despite waking up on time and planning/estimating my time needed.i was still late for the 9.30am test.i actually took bus 23 from tp but was stuck in a traffic jam (just my luck).so in the end i had no choice but to alight early and rush there by cab.with no cash on me, i had to use nets and it fucking cost

Animals We've Become

2008-05-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

zoo trip on vesak day was hell of a fun!anyway i've been too busy WoW-ing, therefore i only manage to post these photos now.well, a picture speaks a thousand words.so let the pictures tell the tale for me.enjoy.and job hunting today was crap.cheated, wasted my time and energy.and i'm officially declared BROKE!!after buying a street soccer shoes and shoe bag earlier on at peninsular.i'm left with

You Can Tear My World Apart

2008-05-18T23:44:00.004+08:00

today's soccer match against mond's friends ended with a VICTORY to rowdees!3 - 0!! hoho.courtesy of me, iskandar and mond.but of course, we could have done a lot better.and especially if i didn't miss those golden opportunities.argh. i seriously wonder how i could actually miss them.fucking shit.if not it would have been a TOTAL THRASHING game.the opponents even had the cheek to say that we're

Whirlwind Romance

2008-05-17T15:52:00.002+08:00

please just don't play with me,my paper heart will bleed.this wait for destiny won't do,be with me please i beseech you.simple things, that make you run away.catch you if i can.

Life, The Way I See it

2008-05-17T14:15:00.003+08:00

here is the long awaited taiwan post which was done ages ago.still, i don't care much to edit it (may missed out some details).i've still yet to received the photos!!i'm getting inpatient, so what the hell, i'm just gonna post it anyway.i'm too lazy to upload the tons of photos.but you can view them through my facebook.i will update them when i have more.so here you go.its fucking long, read on

I Can't Forget, Not Yet

2008-05-16T03:05:00.006+08:00

time to grow long hair.time to rebond when long hair grows.time to enlarge my ear hole back.time to get another lip piercing soon.time to get a tattoo maybe.time to get a car license.time to get rid of the grey clouds from my sky.time to start a new chapter in life.=)smash apart what you created.how can i ever stop you from crushing my soul?it was, it was yours, yours to begin with.

Physically And Mentally Drained

2008-05-15T19:59:00.005+08:00

my legs are so WEAK now from my swimming session earlier on with keong, zhenfai, qingan and mond.after swim we met up with felki, qingan and zhenfai left first.the rest of us proceed to 820 for dinner.and now i'm back.2 hours of rest till our night soccer starts.i myself is feeling drained out already.ah.... and i wonder if my legs can take it.they've been working so hard for the past few

Grab and Grind? Rofl.

2008-05-15T10:58:00.002+08:00

look at the time, its only 11am.yet i'm awake again when i slept at 4am.hai...another pathetic 7 hours of sleep without feeling tired at all.i'm sure the tiredness will come soon in the evening.what is wrong with me.why can't i just sleep through the afternoon.hopefully today won't be another boring day.i need plans to keep me alive.staying home just got even more boring than ever.clubbing with

You Walked Out Of My Life

2008-05-13T20:41:00.003+08:00

for the first time after i ORD, i actually felt i know what i'm doing with my life.reason being i've finally register for NAFA's visual communication.but the bad thing would be the admission test on the 22nd may 9.30am to determine whether my application will be successful.for your information, it isn't cheap, the test itself cost $53.30!!luckily i pass my o level english, or i have to pay $20

Captivated By The Sweetest Smile

2008-05-12T22:14:00.006+08:00

suppose that i missed yousuppose that i careand suppose that i spent all my nights running scaredand supposethat i was never therein my eyes i'm screaming for a sight of youand tonight i'm dreaming of all the things that we've been throughand i can't hold on to youso i guess i'll be lonely toobut i'd rather be here with yousuppose we were happysuppose it was trueand suppose there were cold nights

Even More Lost Than Ever

2008-05-12T14:08:00.003+08:00

yet another beginning of a new week.i'm still feeling dread.lazy to get my ass to look up for a school or a job.everyone is giving me different perspective of where or what or even when to study.i just can't make up my fucking mind either.for now, i just feel like doing nothing for the time being.but if i do that, i would feel like a complete bum.so what can i do?what should i do?now i'm really

Operational Ready Date

2008-05-10T00:13:00.004+08:00

AT LAST!!!i've ORD!!!!after a tough long 1 year 10 months, i finally have my freedom back.it feels so good and high to see my long lost pink ic.seriously, my army life is so fruitful thanks to my unit having been through SO MUCH SHIT AND HELL.the hectic local and overseas training have made us into a REAL MEN.all the experiences i absorbed and pain i endured was worth it.nevertheless, the road

I'm Sorry!

2008-05-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

back from taiwan!!finally have the chance to blog after so fucking long.but i still can't blog properly yet as i'm still missing the photos from taiwan.will blog more about it once i have them.for now, i'll be drafting the soon-to-come long post.good night people!

Mind Games

2008-04-14T23:55:00.003+08:00

the non-stop laughing at boat quay's mind cafe has drained myself ALOT today.so much that i even took a cab home after sending chener back to her tampines home just now.hahaha.anyway, gaming with the usual people plus my bro sure is amusing and hilarious as always.even when we play for a mere 3 - 7pm.entertaining ourselves has never been a problem.not forgetting, dinner back at 844 with ah ni and

Love, He Wrote

2008-04-14T09:38:00.007+08:00

LOOK AT THE TIME NOW!it's like fucking 9.30am!?!?!and i'm already WIDE AWAKE AGAIN. lol!my body just can't seems to continue to sleep more!AHHHH......well now, eventually i still have to wake up at 10.30am, so fuck it. heh.plans for today would be to raffles mind cafe with keong, weitong, steph, felki, chener and maybe my bro and hoey?we'll be gaming through their happy hour from 2 - 6pm.

Laugh and Scream and Sing!

2008-04-12T13:30:00.007+08:00

we ROCKED OUT at dbl o till closing last thursday night.and even to the extend of going mos till closing, because a friend of us ALMOST got lucky.of course we weren't dumb enough to pay for the entrance and went in, we just waited outside.but too bad my friend, there's always next time.HAHAHAHA.anyway, we had quite a lot of attendance from each platoon of cheetah company.since it's like a

I Miss.....

2008-04-09T17:47:00.007+08:00

recently photo posted on facebook has inspired me make this post. which is based on my secondary school life. -i miss the days when i was so afraid to introduce myself just because of my embarrassing name. -i miss the days when we bang the tables and shouting NON-STOP! -i miss the days when we keep chanting TAN LAY BENG! TAN LAY BENG!!! -i miss the days when tan lay beng told me to go to hell! -i

Helpless In This Moment

2008-04-06T01:08:00.005+08:00

my saturday is almost over....my body is simply drained out from the lack of sufficient rest.but my mind just doesn't feel like ending the night yet.i could have further make full of it by either going alex's house where keong and felki were.or to pasir ris where weitong, wenyan, ah ni and steph will most probably be chilling at.in the end, i choose to go home after sending chener home to bukit

Stand Down!

2008-04-05T11:03:00.005+08:00

AT LAST!!!my unit has stand down from our duty since yesterday.the duty has been handed over to other unit.no more fucking duty from now on!i finally have my full weekends back.hohoho!you can't imagine how HIGH i'm feeling now.but on the down side, i'm back to booking out on friday only.nevertheless, i'm expecting to clear off/leave just before our taiwan trip on 16 april.looking forward for ORD!

36 More Days To ORD!!

2008-04-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

i have healthy teeth!!!well, at least thats what i think.since i didn't have that "DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT" comment from the dentist at kranji camp.hahaha!cause a few of us actually received that, but too bad the appointment are all full till ORD .so yeah, i went to have my ORD dental FFI today with the soon-to-ORD tankees.we met up as early as 9am at yew tee mrt before proceeding over to ah goh's

Anti-Problem

2008-03-31T23:35:00.003+08:00

so yeah, i bought a new phone today without much hesitation.samsung i450 live loud edition.hahahaha.it was a impulse decision.and simply because my contract had already expired and i somehow got THAT ITCH.i did manage to persuade my dad to pay for it, hopefully he will.as i'm REAL FUCKING BROKE now.$3 in my bank. how pathetic.i haven't been this broke for some time now.but i'll be selling away my

Quote Of The Day

2008-03-31T14:42:00.004+08:00

a new lesson in life"if neither ones give in.nothing will happen.NOTHING."by senget THE WISE.p.s. no luck on 4D this week.embrace my hope for toto tonight.

Touch Of Sinfulness

2008-03-30T14:11:00.004+08:00

booked out yesterday as usual at 11am.by the time i reached home, it was already 2pm!anyway, i'm slowing getting used to the LONG HECTIC travelling hours to and fro almost everyday.SUCKS TO BE ME.home to slack for awhile before i came out again at 5.30pm to meet tong, bahgeh and wenyan.bumped onto zhenfai and persuade him to join us as we headed over to marina square.joined qingan, hock, terter,

Failed As A Son

2008-03-27T23:00:00.003+08:00

i FAILED as a son.i couldn't even remember my dad's IC number or his birth date, not even remember my mom's.i needed them to verify my identification so that i can suspense my mobile line yesterday.in the end, i had to call my mom for those information.so yes, i lost my phone AGAIN!!twice in 4 months. OH GREAT.i just kept losing things as if i'm rich.first my cap, then my lip ring and now my

FEARLESS

2008-03-27T18:39:00.002+08:00

http://www.punkrockvids.com/link.php?swf=http%3A%2F%2Fprv.idobi.com%2Fswf%2Falesana-hourglass-live-prv.swfALESANA FUCKING ROCKS MY SOCKS TO THE CORE!!!!

New Love

2008-03-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

i realized it's been a long long time since i last touch my WoW.although i've already made payment till july.i'm just so lazy to even login my character and play.because there seems to be no point as most of my friends have already stopped.simply too lazy to level my mage.neither raiding nor pvp appeals to me anymore.i guess my love for WoW have slowly died down.... for now.maybe when the new

Bubble Tea Madness

2008-03-24T12:23:00.004+08:00

man utd won liverpool 3 - 0 = 2 x bubble teachelsea won arsenal 2 - 1 = another 2 x bubble tea.WAHAHAHAHA!!i can drown myself in bubble tea now.sucks for zhixiang and yaohui, who look down on my predictions.yet another book in day tonight.hai......my mood is slowly starting to swing like a pendulum.this week duty would be on monday, wednesday, friday and sunday night.guess i'll be missing friday

Once In A Blue Moon

2008-03-23T20:12:00.006+08:00

AT LONG LAST, what an achievement to finally hand wash 14 of my band t-shirt!!most of them have already been rotting in my room for almost a couple of months now.MUAHAHAHAHA!!i always wanted to wash them but i just didn't have the time.or maybe i'm simply too fucking lazy.honestly, i can't believe i can be so hardworking to hand wash my army clothes everyday in camp, but i don't have the time and

The Past, Put Behind Forever

2008-03-23T19:21:00.001+08:00

"my saving grace"by armor for sleepam i a toy to you?with strings around my fingers,for you to pull and watch as i collapsed when you want.the coldest night to me, is a switch that you control.tip-toe around your words just to calm you down again.there’s too many people that we both loveand too many secrets i don’t wanna know.you’re still chasing him.my saving grace is saving face.lost on the

The World Is Us For The Taking

2008-03-23T13:26:00.003+08:00

as for yesterday's activity.i was awake as early as 8am for ps3 gaming.afterward i met up with ahni at clock at before heading to somerset at 12pm to find chener.so yeah, it was our very first outing with ultraman herself.as keong, alex and felki would be late, the 3 of us caught 'rule #1' at cine at 12.40pm.it was a pretty SUCKY show cause the storyline is ridiculously crappy.but if you have a

Today, Written In Siew's Book of History

2008-03-21T15:17:00.003+08:00

UNBELIEVABLE.i was playing army of two on my ps3 this morning when my dad woke up.surprisingly, instead of saying 'move away, i want to watch tv'.he watched me play for awhile before offering to join me.HAHAHAHA.i was SHOCK.it was the FIRST TIME the father and son played console game together.so i let him try.as expected he can't quite figured out the controls.but he did manage to kill a few AI,

Sign Of Relief?

2008-03-19T19:10:00.004+08:00

OH GREAT.our duty has been extended till 9th april.but we will surely stand down that day as we gotta prepare for our taiwan trip already.which also means time to clear off and leave!on the bright side, a platoon from 41 SAR will come to relief us this weekend.which means from next week onwards, our shift will transit from '12hr duty/24 hr rest' to '12hr duty/36 rest'.hohoho.i must say it is

Bury Your Head

2008-03-16T15:50:00.000+08:00

i can't believe i missed saosin live when they opened for incubus concert!i didn't even know until the concert ended.damn it.

Bad Weather, Boring Duty

2008-03-15T02:58:00.004+08:00

back from soccer!besides from my aching legs.my body is still recovering from the cold/flu.thanks to the highest rainfall ever recorded in march.i was either drenched during duty or because i had to bathe with cold water in such a cooling weather.my running nose never seems to stop.as if its running a marathon.but i'm still wearing only my boxers to bed tonight, with the air-con on.HAHA.speaking

My Own Disaster

2008-03-12T11:53:00.004+08:00

i'll be trying my luck to appeal to tp together with ah ni later.but not before lunch with wenyan and boon at botak jones.hopefully things go well so i won't kill my brain, thinking where to go after ORD.so as we're nearing ORD, it's starting to feel more stressful.is this how i should feel?business which is more versatile and i may be of much use in my dad's business?or perhaps design where i

Best Friends Forever

2008-03-10T16:00:00.005+08:00

this is all in my point of view and not against anyone.first of all, i NEVER like to see either one of my friends having argument with each other.especially when its not necessary.especially when its over a small issue.especially when all of us have known each other for years, some even decades.especially when all of us are in a bonded group call rowdees together.especially when i love every

I LOVE WHINING! <3

2008-03-07T17:43:00.004+08:00

i'm sort of devastated.poly admission results were out today.i didn't get into the design course i wanted in tp.as a matter of fact, none of my choices got through.damn it.now the headache of taking which private diploma will come....or should i study nafa or laselle?argh.FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK!!!!real turn out isn't fun at all.especially when it happened 6am in a thursday morning.and made me lost 4

At Long Last

2008-03-07T17:19:00.006+08:00

FINALLY.the much-anticipated photos.hahaha.future descendants of bruce and chuck.the ladies.felki is glad to die. we sure are too.check out my new piercing.-10,000 BC.18 already still so immature.potential-in-the-making.divorced.30. 26.speedy buds.i'm surprised no fuck face.rowdees representatives.the luas.

What A Terrible Thing To Say

2008-02-28T00:00:00.005+08:00

yesterday was a real fulfilling day.with the combined power of a tough gym session with zhenfai in the noon, a filling dinner with my parents and a beautiful game of soccer with a few rowdians.a day worthwhile.=)as for this evening.i was out with james, ron, mond, tiannee, peggie, felky, wenyan and her friend at ochard.we had wheel lock place's 'fish n co' for dinner as a farewell dinner for ron

A Twist In My Story

2008-02-26T22:59:00.001+08:00

waiting for your call, i'm sick, call i'm angrycall i'm desperate for your voicelistening to the song we used to singin the car, do you rememberbutterfly, early summerit's playing on repeat, just like when we would meetlike when we would meetcause i was born to tell you i love youand i am torn to do what i have to, to make you minestay with me tonightstripped and pollished, i am new, i am freshi

Spending Spree

2008-02-26T00:06:00.004+08:00

omfg.i bought a $139 atticus sweater, a $75 zara stripe hoodie and a $16 plain white tshirt today.i guess i did act on impulse but those were something i really want/need.fucking spend like a chick.and now, i'm literally BROKE.it's making me moody.fuck.we got our ATEC stage 2 result today at pasir laba camp.we scored a redcon 2B.not exactly that well but what done is done.plus stage 1's redcon 1.

Cake Eater

2008-02-24T16:35:00.004+08:00

happy 18th birthday to suetjing!time to grow up and settle the divorce papers.HAHA.in no time, some of us rowdians and the lua family will be out to botak jones for dinner to mark the birthday of the youngest, most immature and childish miss lua. hoho.in the meantime, i'm starting to feel the tireness slowly creeping up on me.what a late night again i had yesterday with weitong, keong, wenyan and

Missing Pieces

2008-02-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

in case some of you guys don't know/have, i manage to find these on dbl o's website.which we went and took on cny.

ATEC Stage 2, Conquered

2008-02-23T09:12:00.004+08:00

good morning people!so now a few of us and me are at wenyan's house as we stay over last night.this includes alex, weitong, keong, felki and stefanie.it was only after a great night of soccer when we went home to bathe before coming here.whereas alex came after clubbing.well, we practically watch all the old photos of rowdees took years ago.it was absolutely lame, trying to show all the pathetic

Ladies Wanted

2008-02-16T16:45:00.002+08:00

my friend wanted me to advertise this for him.20 malegood loverlooking for young sexy slim rich female.interested?meet the criteria?let me know.ROFL.anyway, what a BORING SATURDAY AFTERNOON!!!rowdians plan for today is only midnight movie .so we are only coming out in the evening.i need something to do right now.argh.not forgetting, big ang bao draw for toto is coming next week!HOHOHO.c'mon, let

Alone? Think Again

2008-02-16T15:09:00.014+08:00

about yesterday, our post-valentine celebration.big thanks! to wenyan who personally came to drive us back when we booked out at 8pm.anyway, tong and me have already paid for your movie ticket so i don't owe you.lol.so we got home to change before heading out again to town.ocha bubble tea ftw!3 couples includes hock and janice, keong and felki, tong and stefanie.2 mix and match pairs are alex,

Moodiness

2008-02-10T23:28:00.000+08:00

seriously, i'm so FUCKING MOODY right now!mainly because my long weekend of CNY is almost over!how time flies so fucking fast.and that i have to book in early morning like 7.30am tomorrow!ARGH!! FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK!!!i've never felt this way for so long.i'm was so moody the entire day that i spent most of my time loathing away.eating, napping, eating and nap again.it made me feel less human.i

Hope? More Like Hopeless.

2008-02-10T13:35:00.001+08:00

060208, wednesday, eve of CNYat last, book out day.booked out 10 in the morning and proceed to parkway parade all by myself.finally got the 2 different lip ring that i wanted.would have bought the awesome ear stud but thinking that i was about to extend back larger after ORD and that it was way expensive, i changed my mind.home and it was a typical home-cooked reunion dinner at home.rather

CNY 2008

2008-02-07T01:22:00.000+08:00

CNY has finally arrived.so enjoy while you truly can.grab more ang pao, feast as much and HUAT just as much!!ENJOY.=)not forgetting, happy 21st to fiona soriano!p.s. time for new clothes.hohoho.

The Amazing Race

2008-02-01T23:31:00.000+08:00

to mark our 46th SAR games day, we had a mini amazing race today.it started as early as around 7am with the first clue given to us.once we solved the first clue, the faster team could hop onto the bus which took us to choa chu kang mrt where the race officially begins.there was a total of 60 teams.usual amazing race rules and regulations applies.we could only take public transport and no

Outfield Superhero

2008-01-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

sleep is so overrated.i manage to clock only 12 hours of rest for these 3 days.rofl.whereas i could easily play 18 hours of WoW-ing straight in just 1 day.do i still have a life?anyway, the 4D3N FTX few days back have made me realised that food is precious, cause i've had crap food all the way and it made my stomach weird. now i won't hesitate to spend on good food! and it made me love my bed a

Ultimate Gay God; ZhenFai You Lost

2008-01-27T18:47:00.000+08:00

for fuck sake, this video was shown to me yesterday and i was truly shock yet captivated.ROFL.at first, i thought it was some sick joke of a typical emo guy acting gay amd lip syncing.but no, it's FOR REAL!just listen to how he speaks.OMFG.so they say i resemble him alot, except the gay way of course!haha. honestly, i can't imagine myself being gay.that would be so SICK.anyway, he's 19 years old

Low Morale, For Now

2008-01-20T21:29:00.000+08:00

booking in in less than 10 minutes time.in the new blue honda civic.hohoho.awesome sound system and ipod compatible!i love the new car so badly but what a pity i can't drive.i need my liscense fast!about, this week, it's gonna be PURE HELL.full troop exercise from tuesday to friday.zzzzZZZ.....argh.on the bright side, it'll be the last outfield before ATEC stage 2 on 18th feb.once this week ends,

The Golden Path

2008-01-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

yet another nights out for us to enjoy.though i guess i'll be missing tonights 'the golden path'.=(it's such a superb series.so good that i'm chasing it to the extend even when i'm in camp!lol. <3 felicia chintomorrow IPPT.FUCK.and DIE.

Owned By Mud

2008-01-13T13:04:00.001+08:00

soccer match ended with a victory of 4 - 0 against keong's friend.goals from qingan x2, weitong and a own goal. hoho.as usual, i'm not satisfied with my performance.our overall performances is only SO-SO.we could have easily score ALOT more goals.we're getting rusty on field.well, thanks to 2 GOLDEN opportunity which i fucked it up.and fuck the wet condition and my useless ankle.addition to that,

The Yet To Be Chosen One

2008-01-12T18:13:00.000+08:00

so many paths to choose from.so little money to spend.it's making my eyes, heart and mind spinning round and round like a whirlwind.fucking confuse.work? diploma? private diploma? private degree?tp? sp? np?business? information technology? design?hmm....argh.fuck it.

The Subtle Way

2008-01-07T20:31:00.000+08:00

upcoming soccer match this coming sunday against keong's friend.my jersey and boots has already accumulated so much dust.i really can't wait cause it's been so fucking long since we last had a decent match.but the sad part is, my ankle has yet to recover fully!!!fuck.i hope i don't worsen the injury when we practice on friday. (cross my fingers)i can't wait to score some goals and KICK SOME ASS!!

Right or Left?

2008-01-06T05:50:00.000+08:00

i just did a foolish thing.after enduring all the pain and trouble going through my new lip piercing.i finally took it out.reason being that the position was wrong and kinda awkward.i want it to be higher.should have thought it through at first before i even pierce but what the hell.i always regret.so now after much researching and consideration, i think its better to change the position.i guess

Umbrella

2008-01-06T02:05:00.000+08:00

the missing photos from joanne's birthday celebration.=)apple shooters.ah geok!the group.welcome to the 20s.tongie.

The Shade Behind

2008-01-05T18:36:00.000+08:00

you're out of the woods.you're out of the dark.you're out of the night.hold onto your breath.hold onto your heart.hold onto your hope.march up to the gate... and bid it open.is it me or is it you?

In Another Life

2008-01-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

happy 2008 people!though not much has changed since 2007.well, it's a new year and a new start.so try not to bring all your problems/regrets/etc from 2007.leave it behind.let it go.now, live the life you love.=)i've been missing out here so much thanks to my yet to repair computer.i'm still trying to bring it up so i'm sure you'll see me online in no time.therefore, most of the time i'm at

Inside My Chest

2007-12-27T16:49:00.000+08:00

i don't belong here, i gotta move on dear.escape from this afterlife.cause this time i'm right to move on and on, far away from here.got nothing against you and surely i'll miss you.this place full of peace and light, and i'd hope you might,take me back inside when the time is right.

Mission Accomplished

2007-12-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

my computer is down!it just fucking die on me suddenly.life without internet can be so boring!i'm trying to work on it but i guess it won't be up so early.well, i was supposed to book in tonight but thanks to my busted ankle.i got 3 days mc and my next book in day won't be in the new year.hoho.now people will start calling me chao keng.zzzz...MERRY CHRISTMAS.i hope you guys had a great

Revamped

2007-12-21T01:12:00.000+08:00

i've finally revamped my new room to become more spacious.new paintings with old furnitures gone and new ones coming in.thanks to some of the rowdians for their huge effort!sadly, i couldn't help much due to my pig's trotter.though there's still the living room and 2 bedrooms to paint.we shall complete it soon.and FUCK.my ankle seriously hurt alot more than i expected.i have difficulty simply

Weak Ankle

2007-12-20T02:43:00.000+08:00

i sprained my right ankle.just when we were about to end our game.and why must it happen when i'm on holiday!why can't i get injured during normal days instead.FUCK.

X Marks The Spot

2007-12-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

the silence keeps it easy,keeps you safe for the moment.as you're walking away,your foot steps get louder.all you needed was time,but now time will destroy us.it will all be over, and here we are.we're stuck inside this salted earth together.you'll pierce my lungs,my limbs go numb,as my colors fade out.you watch me bleed.you watch me bleed."watch me bleed" by scary kids scaring kids

My Right Side

2007-12-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

i have been talking face to face with my mum.and yet she hasn't seen the piercing.phew. rofl.i hope to keep it that way.p.s. it swelled like fuck.

Lipstick Lullabies

2007-12-18T23:38:00.000+08:00

below are the missing sentosa photos for the past weeks.i'm lazy to elaborate more.let the pictures do the talking.<3 dim sum.bun ladies.non-sense.women in black.our passion.hairy can be scary.you have my permission to slap his face.the story of 2 blacks, a hobbit and a coconut.we own C.w00t!the eye hole.the feasting in the open.

Be Strong For Me

2007-12-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

nothing beats having dunkin donuts for breakfast!hoho.so i manage to catch some sleep over at wenyan's house yesterday.but i was WoW-ing all the way till 6.30am before i slept and woke up again at 8.30am.i was supposed to have a swimming/suntan session with anne but the weather spolits it all.end up walking home and waiting til now.finally, i got one i wanted.the last piece of the puzzle. lol.my

Phantom Brethren

2007-12-16T18:48:00.000+08:00

my WoW guild, phantom brethren's bbq at bukit timah yesterday was really fun.as it was the first time most of us got to see each other, like complete strangers.i must say its so much different to see them in person because all along, i've only been chatting to them via WoW or hearing their voices on ventrilo.honestly, most of them look totally different from what i imagined.rofl.too bad our other