Down With The Sickness
today at first wake up already but feel like so weak and sick then went back to sleep, so i skipped 2 hours of CCOM in the morning. after i woke up later, i went to the toilet and all the phlegms that i coughed out are all covered with blood. fucking scary, i thought i was dying or something. anyway, i still make my way to school late. was like so tired during all the lesson. luckily i managed to survive till the end of the lessons. also got back my maths test paper, got 77/100. muahaha!!! to hell with assignment 4 already, no need to do then cause i got A1. hahahaha. anyway, when i just left the school's gate, it suddenly starts to rain heavily. so no choice i walked to my grandma house which is around the area to lend umbrella. then made my way to jyss to fetch karen but still got time, so i went home to change. after walking her home halfway, the rain starts to pour heavily again. was caught in the rain with her for awhile due to no shelter. both of us were drenched. then slowly walked up to her house as my slipper is a very dangerous weapon. because it was still rainning heavily, i have no choice stayed at her house for awhile till the rain stops. and just nice, my sickness like suddenly appear again. so in the end i felt asleep on her couch for about an hour. when its time for me to leave, i almost couldn't get up. i really need to see a doctor soon. karen actually wanted to bring me to the doctor but i don't want to trouble her and also, i didn't have enough cash with me so i have to wait till my mom got home. so i forced myself up as she needs to rest too. then, i borrowed an umbrella and slowly walked to the 293 bus stop to take a bus. after stopping on 1 of the bus stop, the bus almost ran over 1 malay girl passenger who just alighted. it was so fuck up!! i thought the girl was dead. i won't want to see people die infront of me again. anyway, it was all the girl's fault as she wanted to cross the road but was standing infront of the bus. the bus driver was looking out for the cars behind as it was still rainning, therefore, he didn't get to see her. luckily the bus driver braked fast enough. in split seconds, i could see the girl standing up. *phew* she was all wet and was like holding her tummy (maybe it was hurt or something). "where got people cross the road infront of the bus one, they should go behind mah", thats wat most of the passengers inside was saying. evenmore, the bus driver was more like scolding the girl instead of helping her. the girl was just like "shutup lah, shutup lah" (thats wat i think, cause i can't hear properly and she has this angry/sad face on her). ok back to my sickness. after i got home, i just quickly lied down on my bed to sleep as i was feeling rather tired. i was like so cold eventhough i had cover myself with blankets and stuffs. the windows was closed and everything was off except for a fan which is like useless anyway and i was still feeling cold. its been a long time since i felt that way. when i woke up, i still feel the same way. i just couldn't get myself up or even exposing any part of my body out of the blanket (except my head of course). i also couldn't make myself back to sleep and kept tossing and turning around. after sometime, i finally managed to get myself up to take the thermometer to check my temperature. it was 37.9! then slowly, i walked to the living room like a zombie to try to watch some tv as i just can't stay at my bed any longer. the more i stay there, the more terrible i gets. finally my mom called me to meet her at the clinic. right before i left, i checked the temperature again and it was 38.2! wat the fuck man, its the worse temperature i ever got. after seeing the doctor, he just told me it was a typical cough and fever so not to worry. to my surprise, the medication bill was cheap, just 28 bucks. but the doctor sure gave me lotsa medicine to eat. i have to eat like 20 pills per day!!! damn. right now, after eating the food and medicines, I FEEL SO ALIVE!! alot better already, thats why i can use the computer. can't imagine i was so ill just now. oh ya, the doctor also gave me a MC. hahaha. to hell with school tommorrow. woohoo!!!