Symptoms of A Failing Heart

school is getting boring by the day. just attended 3 hours of make-up lesson for software engineering yesterday. the time sure pass faster than the morning lesson itself. maybe cause the teacher just gave us work to do and then attend to his part-time students. we can do almost anything we want as long as we finish the work at the end of the day. we were just joking around and talking cock most of the time. if only all the lessons were like that.

anyway, today went to school for yet another software engineering lesson. i was 1 hour late but luckily the teacher gave me a chance and still marked my attendance. lateness has become my usual habit nowadays. i'm never early. and so, i fear for tomorrow's assembly cause i HAVE to be there by 8 or i'll have to stay back after school to clean up. got a networking retest today and as usual, i didn't studied. well, the teacher gave us the time to do so but i didn't make full use of it at all!! i'm so lazy and i just can't get anything up my mind. i'm deadmeat!! i predict i'll get like the most 10 marks out of the 70. fuck. ok after school, should have attended maths make-up lessons but i was too tired so i went back home instead. stumble upon some of the rowdians at ocha. ordered a cup of bubble tea first before we went our separate ways as they went home and i head to fushion for my haircut.

back home, sleep is what i had in mind. slept for a mere 2 hour before waking up to my dinner. although it was great food, i wasn't satisfied. and i find myself not eating anymore snacks after dinner. it was what i do best in the past. i guess this diet shit may just work, but i'm still fat. ok, need to go get a passport photo cause need to renew my passport pretty soon. still gotta attend tomorrow's maths make-up. just hope i can wake up.

arggh. its like a whole busy week for me with all the make-up and stuffs. and my job is even gonna start around this week too. hope the management won't be as fuck up as i heard. they better allow me to work whenever i want. sunday is confirm out of the picture. also, i realised by the time i started working, insufficient rest is what i'll have and i won't have any time for my nap anymore. its gonna be tough and tiring for me. i wish i can make it, on my own.