The Very First SHITTY Day of Work
after much excitment, finally the first day of my job came!! i especially woke up early in the morning today to take a bus to the interchange, then mrt to kallang and a bus to the building. i was almost lost as i suppose to alight at the first bus stop which wenyan told me to but i stupidly alight at the second one. walked all the way back and finally found the buidling. luckily, i wasn't late at all. the door was even locked when i arrived. i thought the office was suppose to be operating already so i kept calling my liason officer and the office but no one seems to answer. i waited almost 10 minutes before the first colleuge i met came to unlock the door. ok the office is really small with only around 10 colleuges. almost everyone is FEMALE!, only got 3 guys and they're all bosses. damn. imagine me going out for lunch at the canteen with all aunties. hahahaha. there's no one there which i can really click. its really boring, maybe cause its the first day but i'm already starting to get sick and tired of it. i feel like quitting! i was even so sleepy and almost doze off a few times and the boss was just beside me. i really couldn't take it. the saddest thing is, the computer which i was assigned to, is using a MAC OS system. there's no internet connection for most of the computers!!! one which i know, with a internet connection, is a Windows 98 system and even got msn. BUT the computer is just opposite from the bosses office. the boss can easily find me using msn. fuck fuck shit fuck. i can't decently use msn and internet at all, its like the only thing that could keep me going on. how i wish i could be posted to a larger company instead. i really feel like dying man. shit. i'd rather go back school and study. i was expecting so much out of this company. anyway, there's still quite a few good points about the company. first, the boss and everybody else is actually very nice and friendly. second, the boss has increased my pay from $440 to $600. muahahaha. now that kinda motivates me abit, maybe alot. well, i just need someone there around my age whom i can click, otherwise these 9 weeks is gonna be so hard to survive. i feel so fuck up, sad, weak and useless! i miss all my classmates of it1c!!! it was so much fun back then. i feel that i missed out so much too. like monday was suppose to meet up with rowdians for soccer at tp. i can't seem to meet up with them now, only weekends. arrgghhh..... i need help!!!