These Things That Makes Me Sad
this is how amazing time is.
a week ago, i was still complaining about how long its gonna take before i could book out, now i'm already out. and as swift as it can be, today is yet another book in day for me.
the feeling of booking in really sucks, i haven't even tasted my true freedom. i just want to enjoy myself as much as i can. i serious can't wait to POP, which by that time, my life could be much better than now, i hope.
saturday morning was my book out day together with 12 of my platoon mates. the other 27 of them got to book out on friday mid-night because they got silver/gold for their IPPT test that day. honestly, i was devastated that i couldn't pass my IPPT thanks to my chin-up. fuck it. whats worse is that i get to see the 27 of them book out which really makes me wonder, why can't i be one of them? that feeling simply sucks and it hit me hard. weitong got a silver as well so i had to go back home alone that day.
staying an 'extra' day in camp isn't easy.i was kinda about to cry knowing i couldn't book out early. but slowly, while i was in camp with the 12 of them, i find that it isn't actually that bad. it was a relax one. i got to drink soft drinks the night before and the training on saturday itself wasn't tough at all. we had more laughter instead of sweat. from now on, i'll be training hard on my chin-up. i can do it!
p.s. i love the feeling of being alone though. listening to my loud mp3, looking around at people's faces and seeing how they live their own unique life. maybe loneliness is just what i want. well, i must say, all my friends around me is a real bliss. i thank and love them all.
anyway, saturday was a meaningful one. i get to eat sakura at tampines safra together with tong, james, jason (he left earlier), mond, khiaseng, terter, wenyan, charis, peggie, tiannee and adeline (she came at the end). we had a great meal but it was a short one. i swear i could still eat more. haha. after that was gaming of counterstrike for awhile, we were actually supposed to play either archery or bowling but most ran out of cash and time. halfway playing cs, i sent adeline home first. next up, it was back home to change before having soccer at central park. i didn't play too long cause my right thigh was aching so i got home earlier than expected.
and today, was woke up rather early by my bro because he wanted me to help play his WoW. then lunch at soup restaurant with my whole family before we shopped a lil' while. then i went to meet keong, tong, wenyan, suetjing and felki as we'll be going felki's house to cut our botak yet long hair.
i just came back from meeting them. so about an hour and so more, i'll be meeting weitong to take a cab back camp. hai... another 5 more days to book out day now. i just can't wait.
i'll see you guys soon.
take care for now.
a week ago, i was still complaining about how long its gonna take before i could book out, now i'm already out. and as swift as it can be, today is yet another book in day for me.
the feeling of booking in really sucks, i haven't even tasted my true freedom. i just want to enjoy myself as much as i can. i serious can't wait to POP, which by that time, my life could be much better than now, i hope.
saturday morning was my book out day together with 12 of my platoon mates. the other 27 of them got to book out on friday mid-night because they got silver/gold for their IPPT test that day. honestly, i was devastated that i couldn't pass my IPPT thanks to my chin-up. fuck it. whats worse is that i get to see the 27 of them book out which really makes me wonder, why can't i be one of them? that feeling simply sucks and it hit me hard. weitong got a silver as well so i had to go back home alone that day.
staying an 'extra' day in camp isn't easy.i was kinda about to cry knowing i couldn't book out early. but slowly, while i was in camp with the 12 of them, i find that it isn't actually that bad. it was a relax one. i got to drink soft drinks the night before and the training on saturday itself wasn't tough at all. we had more laughter instead of sweat. from now on, i'll be training hard on my chin-up. i can do it!
p.s. i love the feeling of being alone though. listening to my loud mp3, looking around at people's faces and seeing how they live their own unique life. maybe loneliness is just what i want. well, i must say, all my friends around me is a real bliss. i thank and love them all.
anyway, saturday was a meaningful one. i get to eat sakura at tampines safra together with tong, james, jason (he left earlier), mond, khiaseng, terter, wenyan, charis, peggie, tiannee and adeline (she came at the end). we had a great meal but it was a short one. i swear i could still eat more. haha. after that was gaming of counterstrike for awhile, we were actually supposed to play either archery or bowling but most ran out of cash and time. halfway playing cs, i sent adeline home first. next up, it was back home to change before having soccer at central park. i didn't play too long cause my right thigh was aching so i got home earlier than expected.
and today, was woke up rather early by my bro because he wanted me to help play his WoW. then lunch at soup restaurant with my whole family before we shopped a lil' while. then i went to meet keong, tong, wenyan, suetjing and felki as we'll be going felki's house to cut our botak yet long hair.
i just came back from meeting them. so about an hour and so more, i'll be meeting weitong to take a cab back camp. hai... another 5 more days to book out day now. i just can't wait.
i'll see you guys soon.
take care for now.