Afraid To Look You In The Eye
i'm offically on standby of 4NTM! which is also known as 4 hours Notice To Move. and by that, if either my officer called or my pager rings, i'd have to reach camp in 1 hour time regardless of what. argh. 1 hour is totally not enough for me. it means i have to leave for camp straightaway in a cab. so for now, everytime i'm outside during weekends. i need to be in jeans, shoes and my camp pass/11B with me. sucks to be me.
oh, and about the pager. it sure looks fucking awsome. hahaha. such an old school device which my father used to hang it on his belt. though i must see it looks KINDA cool. LOL. i feel so HIP by simply putting it on. HAHAHA.
the all so awesome and hip pager.
well, at last took my IPPT on wednesday but i SUCK, AGAIN. FUCK!, its just so fucking disappointing and frustrating. last time, my chin-up failed me with a pathetic 6 but my 2.4km run clocked a 9mins 46sec which is 2 sec away from a gold timing. just when i thought i could make it this time round, i pulled 10 for my chin-up, but my 2.4km run clocked a 9mins 50+sec. SHIT! HOW WEAK. though i manage to get silver, its still not fucking good enough. i wanted a gold. still, not getting gold is one thing, but my timing actually didn't improve a single bit. now thats fuck up. i hate myself!
i need training, plenty.
last saturday, managed to catch 'blades of glory' with my bro and his friends, jag and hannah at lido. REALLY great show with so many fucking hilarious scene. its a MUST watch to everyone! not to be missed. after the show, my bro's friends left while left the 2 of us who went to shop for our mother's day present. after much browsing and considering, we still couldn't decide on what to get. in the end, it was only after we went back to whitesand to find joanne for free ben & jerry's ice-cream then we finally bought a DKNY watch for mom. my bro left for home first while i waited for joanne to knock off before sending her home.
sunday, out for lunch with family at cafe cartel to celebrate mom's day. lucky enough, we bump onto joanne, meifang and co. inside. haha. after that it was home all the way before book out. how sad.
the DKNY watch. hopefully my mom loves it.
oh, and about the pager. it sure looks fucking awsome. hahaha. such an old school device which my father used to hang it on his belt. though i must see it looks KINDA cool. LOL. i feel so HIP by simply putting it on. HAHAHA.
the all so awesome and hip pager.well, at last took my IPPT on wednesday but i SUCK, AGAIN. FUCK!, its just so fucking disappointing and frustrating. last time, my chin-up failed me with a pathetic 6 but my 2.4km run clocked a 9mins 46sec which is 2 sec away from a gold timing. just when i thought i could make it this time round, i pulled 10 for my chin-up, but my 2.4km run clocked a 9mins 50+sec. SHIT! HOW WEAK. though i manage to get silver, its still not fucking good enough. i wanted a gold. still, not getting gold is one thing, but my timing actually didn't improve a single bit. now thats fuck up. i hate myself!
i need training, plenty.
last saturday, managed to catch 'blades of glory' with my bro and his friends, jag and hannah at lido. REALLY great show with so many fucking hilarious scene. its a MUST watch to everyone! not to be missed. after the show, my bro's friends left while left the 2 of us who went to shop for our mother's day present. after much browsing and considering, we still couldn't decide on what to get. in the end, it was only after we went back to whitesand to find joanne for free ben & jerry's ice-cream then we finally bought a DKNY watch for mom. my bro left for home first while i waited for joanne to knock off before sending her home.
sunday, out for lunch with family at cafe cartel to celebrate mom's day. lucky enough, we bump onto joanne, meifang and co. inside. haha. after that it was home all the way before book out. how sad.
the DKNY watch. hopefully my mom loves it.