Even More Lost Than Ever
yet another beginning of a new week.
i'm still feeling dread.
lazy to get my ass to look up for a school or a job.
everyone is giving me different perspective of where or what or even when to study.
i just can't make up my fucking mind either.
for now, i just feel like doing nothing for the time being.
but if i do that, i would feel like a complete bum.
so what can i do?
what should i do?
now i'm really feeling useless, and moody.
everything seems to be out of control.
i can't even handle my own life.
i guess i need more time to think.
life after ORD is indeed such a big fucking mess.
almost like a new season of lost.
i need directions.
i need guidance.
somebody help me.
and my post of taiwan trip is still on hold.
i've already typed out the post but still waiting to receive all the photos.
god its taking so damn long.
another bored suffering day is about to past.
i'm still feeling dread.
lazy to get my ass to look up for a school or a job.
everyone is giving me different perspective of where or what or even when to study.
i just can't make up my fucking mind either.
for now, i just feel like doing nothing for the time being.
but if i do that, i would feel like a complete bum.
so what can i do?
what should i do?
now i'm really feeling useless, and moody.
everything seems to be out of control.
i can't even handle my own life.
i guess i need more time to think.
life after ORD is indeed such a big fucking mess.
almost like a new season of lost.
i need directions.
i need guidance.
somebody help me.
and my post of taiwan trip is still on hold.
i've already typed out the post but still waiting to receive all the photos.
god its taking so damn long.
another bored suffering day is about to past.