My Sadistic Mistake
friday:
an unusual rare boring day for me. after school, walked home with keong to buy the game, "Mech Assault: Lone Wolf" and then went home to play. play till around 5+ before going wenyan house to meet qingan, bah geh and tian nee over there. watch the old skool, "Gen X Cops" vcd and then proceed to pavilion to play pool. tian nee went home and later, khia seng and ma toot came to find us. after that, most went home to change first and meet again later for our usual soccer action. i didn't stay long cause i kinda sprained my ankle and i got to work the next day.
saturday:
working as per normal. and i finally got the courage to tell my manager that i'm quitting. it was really easier than i expect it would be. i thought my manager would be unhappy or something. but her reply was like she already sees it coming and couldn't be happier that i left. anyway, i'm happy that i left cause i think i can find some other better jobs around. after work, went to meet tong, paul, qingan, mond, james and wenyan to go clubbing. hahaha. cause it was tet tet's 19th birthday celebration at chinablack. head to tm first to eat and meet with tet tet, kian heng, justin, lawson and lawson's girlfriend. took a train there and waited outside at chinablack before it finally opens at around 9. inside, we started playing some silly games and drinking cause its early and it wasn't crowded. no one was even at the dance floor. finally, after awhile, people started dancing as the place gets crowded, like really freaking crowded. alex, stan and qian yu came soon after. halfway through, we were all down at the dance floor dancing and having fun. its like the first time i seem most of us dancing and even dancing together. hahaha. but i still didn't see james dance. he was sitting there all the while. chinablack was really cool with alot of chicks dancing around. we sure had alot of fun. after hours pass, tet tet got drunk and some were starting to feel tired. weitong even puked. haha. after everyone were sick of the place, we left for supper at 820 but in the end only got me, qingan, kian heng, justin, wenyan and qian yu plus my bro who joined us for a shortwhile cause the rest were either too tired or lazy. heard about my brother's friend, fhame who passed away recently. my deepest condolence. finally laid on my bed at 5am.
sunday:
woke up to find myself being scolded by my mother as a warning letter has been sent to my house. my attendances were really low, especially for software engineering which i got 51.67% for it. damnit, its really fucking low!!! cmaths is 80% and visual basic is 85%. i totally have to buck up!! after the lecture, ate my lunch, play games for awhile and then bath to go to work which was my last day. during the free time, called mr seah to ask him about my attendance and how to improve on it. now, i have to stay back somedays to make up for those lessons that i missed. shit, i hate it but what choice do i have if i don't wanna get debarred. got home then and cook myself 2 packets of curry maggie. the rest were playing soccer but i decided not to join them cause it was late already. luckily i didn't cause it rainned. anyway, since i've quitted my job, plan to go interview tomorrow with keong and yan at a cafe in changi airport. its very close to subway and so, there are some advantages. i'm really starting to feel upset about my attendances. argh!! bless me, my friends.
"cannot take it anymore,
i'm falling faster
and bleeding more than i have bled before.
certain death lingers on the other hand,
but i will fight you
and victory will be mine in the end.
circumstances mean nothing.
when its over,
we will be heros,
constantly pushing forward without any fear."
an unusual rare boring day for me. after school, walked home with keong to buy the game, "Mech Assault: Lone Wolf" and then went home to play. play till around 5+ before going wenyan house to meet qingan, bah geh and tian nee over there. watch the old skool, "Gen X Cops" vcd and then proceed to pavilion to play pool. tian nee went home and later, khia seng and ma toot came to find us. after that, most went home to change first and meet again later for our usual soccer action. i didn't stay long cause i kinda sprained my ankle and i got to work the next day.
saturday:
working as per normal. and i finally got the courage to tell my manager that i'm quitting. it was really easier than i expect it would be. i thought my manager would be unhappy or something. but her reply was like she already sees it coming and couldn't be happier that i left. anyway, i'm happy that i left cause i think i can find some other better jobs around. after work, went to meet tong, paul, qingan, mond, james and wenyan to go clubbing. hahaha. cause it was tet tet's 19th birthday celebration at chinablack. head to tm first to eat and meet with tet tet, kian heng, justin, lawson and lawson's girlfriend. took a train there and waited outside at chinablack before it finally opens at around 9. inside, we started playing some silly games and drinking cause its early and it wasn't crowded. no one was even at the dance floor. finally, after awhile, people started dancing as the place gets crowded, like really freaking crowded. alex, stan and qian yu came soon after. halfway through, we were all down at the dance floor dancing and having fun. its like the first time i seem most of us dancing and even dancing together. hahaha. but i still didn't see james dance. he was sitting there all the while. chinablack was really cool with alot of chicks dancing around. we sure had alot of fun. after hours pass, tet tet got drunk and some were starting to feel tired. weitong even puked. haha. after everyone were sick of the place, we left for supper at 820 but in the end only got me, qingan, kian heng, justin, wenyan and qian yu plus my bro who joined us for a shortwhile cause the rest were either too tired or lazy. heard about my brother's friend, fhame who passed away recently. my deepest condolence. finally laid on my bed at 5am.
sunday:
woke up to find myself being scolded by my mother as a warning letter has been sent to my house. my attendances were really low, especially for software engineering which i got 51.67% for it. damnit, its really fucking low!!! cmaths is 80% and visual basic is 85%. i totally have to buck up!! after the lecture, ate my lunch, play games for awhile and then bath to go to work which was my last day. during the free time, called mr seah to ask him about my attendance and how to improve on it. now, i have to stay back somedays to make up for those lessons that i missed. shit, i hate it but what choice do i have if i don't wanna get debarred. got home then and cook myself 2 packets of curry maggie. the rest were playing soccer but i decided not to join them cause it was late already. luckily i didn't cause it rainned. anyway, since i've quitted my job, plan to go interview tomorrow with keong and yan at a cafe in changi airport. its very close to subway and so, there are some advantages. i'm really starting to feel upset about my attendances. argh!! bless me, my friends.
"cannot take it anymore,
i'm falling faster
and bleeding more than i have bled before.
certain death lingers on the other hand,
but i will fight you
and victory will be mine in the end.
circumstances mean nothing.
when its over,
we will be heros,
constantly pushing forward without any fear."