Trying Too Hard
instead of booking out today.
here i am having nights out only. how pathetic.
my only way out was at this lan shop opposite ten mile.
my friends are busy playing dota while i'm checking my mails and stuffs, wow-ing, finish my previous draft and updating this post.
WHY CAN'T I BOOK OUT?
why must the tank live firing be on a fucking saturday!?!?!
for fuck sake, i'm not even the one firing (i've fired enough already).
tell me why.
no friday night soccer!!
SHIT!
HOPEFULLY we're able to book out on saturday night if we're fast enough and everything goes well.
otherwise it would be sunday morning. =(
but we're lucky we manage to skip AHM(army half marathon) and we have off on monday.
back in camp we just started our ACCT (advanced close combat training) few days ago.
it was fun, we get to throw/slam each other around more than 30 times!
too bad for me, my partner is a larger built and more muscular.
thanks to him who threw me around so much yesterday, my body ACHES LIKE FUCK now.
bruised and battered all over!
THANK GOD today's ACCT was about knife point defense instead of throwing again.
otherwise i wonder if i can actually survice another fall.
rofl.
had nights out on tuesday and i actually went to the movie ALONE. caught 'bourne ultimatum' myself and to me, it's the best out of the whole trilogy. anyway, it's my FIRST TIME to EVER watch a movie alone. how pathetic. my friends weren't interested as they're all busy playing pool and then dota. i wonder if i'll do it again next time.
nevertheless, how awful i'm feeling right now.
these emptiness and sorrow.
argh.
that undescribable feelings yet again.
how sad.
when will the suffering ends?
am i still dreaming?
did i really tried too hard?
well, i need to set my life straight back.
no more senget.
for real.
<3
here i am having nights out only. how pathetic.
my only way out was at this lan shop opposite ten mile.
my friends are busy playing dota while i'm checking my mails and stuffs, wow-ing, finish my previous draft and updating this post.
WHY CAN'T I BOOK OUT?
why must the tank live firing be on a fucking saturday!?!?!
for fuck sake, i'm not even the one firing (i've fired enough already).
tell me why.
no friday night soccer!!
SHIT!
HOPEFULLY we're able to book out on saturday night if we're fast enough and everything goes well.
otherwise it would be sunday morning. =(
but we're lucky we manage to skip AHM(army half marathon) and we have off on monday.
back in camp we just started our ACCT (advanced close combat training) few days ago.
it was fun, we get to throw/slam each other around more than 30 times!
too bad for me, my partner is a larger built and more muscular.
thanks to him who threw me around so much yesterday, my body ACHES LIKE FUCK now.
bruised and battered all over!
THANK GOD today's ACCT was about knife point defense instead of throwing again.
otherwise i wonder if i can actually survice another fall.
rofl.
had nights out on tuesday and i actually went to the movie ALONE. caught 'bourne ultimatum' myself and to me, it's the best out of the whole trilogy. anyway, it's my FIRST TIME to EVER watch a movie alone. how pathetic. my friends weren't interested as they're all busy playing pool and then dota. i wonder if i'll do it again next time.
nevertheless, how awful i'm feeling right now.
these emptiness and sorrow.
argh.
that undescribable feelings yet again.
how sad.
when will the suffering ends?
am i still dreaming?
did i really tried too hard?
well, i need to set my life straight back.
no more senget.
for real.
<3