Tired and Uninspired
tiredness is overwhelming me these days.
with the additional pain from my 2 ulcers, my days are going from gray to an even darker tone!
i've been so fucking tired that i doze off immediately when i took the train today.
all these sleepless nights, tossing and turning and waking up in the middle of night is no fun.
i simply woke up suddenly, then stay awake for awhile and then fall back asleep again.
it's like what the fuck!
for fuck sake, my body alarm is so screwed up when i book out.
i can't help but doze off randomly now.
some people must have spreaded me the dozing off syndrome. rofl.
and this reminds me of the time when my bro just came back from his army BMT days.
we were playing co-operative 2 player game, killing monsters, on the xbox.
haflway through, i suddenly saw his character stopped moving.
(we can only advance to area when both our characters moves there)
"OI, move leh. you don't move how i move?", i said
so i turned back and saw him DOZE OFF!
i was like "WHAT THE FUCK!?!?"
i quickly woke him up, "KNN, you play game also can doze off? so pro?"
"want to sleep don't play leh."
and he goes "okok." (sort of semi-conscious)
it's fucking hilarious and it didn't stop there.
i guess my words doesn't go in his head.
his character stop moving around once in a while and i got sick of it, i stop playing.
lol.
i can finally understand how he felt until i started serving the nation myself.
and now that feeling is coming back to me.
with the additional pain from my 2 ulcers, my days are going from gray to an even darker tone!
i've been so fucking tired that i doze off immediately when i took the train today.
all these sleepless nights, tossing and turning and waking up in the middle of night is no fun.
i simply woke up suddenly, then stay awake for awhile and then fall back asleep again.
it's like what the fuck!
for fuck sake, my body alarm is so screwed up when i book out.
i can't help but doze off randomly now.
some people must have spreaded me the dozing off syndrome. rofl.
and this reminds me of the time when my bro just came back from his army BMT days.
we were playing co-operative 2 player game, killing monsters, on the xbox.
haflway through, i suddenly saw his character stopped moving.
(we can only advance to area when both our characters moves there)
"OI, move leh. you don't move how i move?", i said
so i turned back and saw him DOZE OFF!
i was like "WHAT THE FUCK!?!?"
i quickly woke him up, "KNN, you play game also can doze off? so pro?"
"want to sleep don't play leh."
and he goes "okok." (sort of semi-conscious)
it's fucking hilarious and it didn't stop there.
i guess my words doesn't go in his head.
his character stop moving around once in a while and i got sick of it, i stop playing.
lol.
i can finally understand how he felt until i started serving the nation myself.
and now that feeling is coming back to me.