Red And Dying Night
i feel so tired and shag now.
especially after our soccer session at tp earlier on.
i can sense that i'm almost falling ill. so weak....
damn it!
anyway it's mom's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
i was even having alot of spicy food for the dinner celebration.
ahh...
but i can't believe i'm broke enough not to buy a present at all.
such unfilial son. (same goes to my brother) hah.
god, i almost can't take it anymore.
i better turn in soon tonight.
i don't feel good. fuck.
=(
especially after our soccer session at tp earlier on.
i can sense that i'm almost falling ill. so weak....
damn it!
anyway it's mom's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
i was even having alot of spicy food for the dinner celebration.
ahh...
but i can't believe i'm broke enough not to buy a present at all.
such unfilial son. (same goes to my brother) hah.
god, i almost can't take it anymore.
i better turn in soon tonight.
i don't feel good. fuck.
=(
meet the parents.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEE!!did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
you let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
and it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what i'll never have
i'll never have... i'll never...
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
but this table for one has become bearable.
i now take comfort in this, and for this, i cherish you.
did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
and you let this one person come down, come down.
i cherish you... i cherish you.
just say you would do the same for me.
just say you would do the same for me.
say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me.
for as much as i love autumn,
i'm giving myself to ashes.
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
you let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
and it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what i'll never have
i'll never have... i'll never...
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
but this table for one has become bearable.
i now take comfort in this, and for this, i cherish you.
did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
so much like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
it's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
and you let this one person come down, come down.
i cherish you... i cherish you.
just say you would do the same for me.
just say you would do the same for me.
say you would do the same...
just say you would do the same for me.
for as much as i love autumn,
i'm giving myself to ashes.