Symptoms of A Failing Heart

happy 5th birthday to my pet dog, rowdee! yes, for those who didn't know, i do have a dog at home. though he belongs more to my brother cause he sleeps with him and i don't like rowdee straying inside my room.


for your information, he's a male mini pinscher breed which his color consists of mainly black and brown. he is fucking naughty, horny, and useless! everyday going around peeing everywhere but luckily shitting at just one corner, or else it would have been much more terrible. not forgetting always creating havoc and dirtiness. barking all the time! seriously, i can't wait for him to grow old and cool down. at least, it wouldn't be that noisy or dirty as now.


if you're wondering why he's like that? it's thanks to my brother who wasn't at home most of the time when he's a puppy. thats why no ones gets to train him to become more obedient. argh!


well, don't point the finger at me cause rowdee is hardly my business. i wasn't there when my brother and father first bought and brought him home, so you can say i wasn't totally attracted to him as i wasn't the one who chose him. it may sound cruel, but i can't wait to give him a hell of a beating to show him whose boss! one day, it WILL happen. i swear.

and by now, i'm sure most of you should have know how that the name of my soccer team, rowdees, came about. i have no idea why, but it happened the day during december 2001 when we were ordering our first team jerseys and the shop uncle was asking if we wanna have our team name printed on the jerseys. and because we don't have one, we started thinking of it. after much discussion, we finally had the idea of naming it after my dog, rowdee, but with the "s" as there's more than one of us.


hence it begins, the dawn of rowdees!
the beginning of our world domination.

alright, it's rather late now and i have a test tomorrow morning! it's gonna take 3 hours and i seriously hope i can do it. slowly one by one, i'm starting to finish all my assignments and projects one by one. few more weeks and all of them should be done.


now what i'm really worrying about is my davp project which deadline is on 27th february. if everything goes according to plan and if i'm able to borrow the video camera, i should be able to start shooting the soccer commercial i wanted this sunday.


why this sunday? because rowdees would be having a soccer match against ben's cousins and it would be a good opportunity to shoot my first scene at the pitch. finally i can get it going, if not, i don't even know when i can start.


about the soccer commercial, its just a mixture of scene of different people playing soccer at different avenues. i can imagine the completed commercial in my head now, thanks to the nike magia commercial for references. i know i'm copying most of it, but who cares?


sadly, i haven't totally plan out everything with my 2 other group members and we're still missing some props. it's just so fucking stress! i can almost feel myself breaking down. last year of ITE is truly devastating! i can't imagine myself going on to polytechnic after this. i would suffocate, drop dead and die.


but looking on at the bright side, rowdees will be having a chalet on 3rd to 5th march at aranda downtown east. i can't wait for school to end for my long break with no school! when that time comes, i'll make sure i enjoy myself fully with no regrets at the chalet. plus, games and activities for the chalet have almost been planned out and it's gonna be one hell of a blast!


for now, i'm out. pray and wish me luck for my test!