Symptoms of A Failing Heart

today's lessons was actually fucked up as class was from 8am-5pm with only 2 hours break but to our surprise, one of the teacher was absent and from 2 hours of break, it became 4 hours. anyway, its also quite stupid because after 4 hours of break, we still have to come back for 1 hours lesson at 4pm. thankfully the teacher was good enough to bought forward the lesson. so he gave us a 1 hour break and then come back for class. i was so happy as i'll be going home early. muahaha. before going home, went to find karen for a while at fusion and then went home straight to sleep. wake up at around 6 to use the computer for an hour or so before going to tampines changkat cc to play basketball with xiaogui. now i'm back home, feeling so tired and FULL OF INJURIES due to some rough matches with the big size uncles. so fucking rough, its like they're blind or something, kept wacking my body. damn!!~

went to chin meng house together with qa, tong, mond, paul, bert and yan at around 3.30pm . haven't ate my lunch so bought some food and stuffs to his house. didn't stay there for quite long as i was going to catch a 6.50pm show of "the bourne supremacy" at gv tampines with karen. so left cm house at around 5.15pm. was a real great show i should say, real thriller. the story is just superb but i advise people to watch the part I, "the bourne identity" before watching this sequel otherwise you wouldn't really understand much of the story. i'd give a 4 over 5 rating for the show. before the show, was actually shopping at the ntuc fairprice as my parents was there and i'd never miss the opportunity to buy free stuffs and refill my food's stock. muahaha. after the show, went to eat ljs and then sent her home. i was so glad when i reached home as theres FOOD!!! but sadly, my mom told me the food has to be prayed first before consumed as tommorrow is the 15th of the hungry ghost festival. luckily, she allowed me to have just 1 item to eat and i picked the famous amous cookies. WAHAHAHA. NICE!!!

today was actually going to support haikal at his gig at around 2pm. but due to the change of venue from sunplaza park to near republic poly and the lateness of most of us (iklash, ayoub, ghaz, farhan and including me who was the latest. hahaha), we weren't there to support. so instead of heading to RP, we made our way to plaza singapura. first thing we did was having our meal at KFC. i couldn't finish my meal alil due to the curry chicken i had at home, everything chicken so it taste quite sucky. then we went up to the arcade to have some fun. we stayed there for like a hour and half. waste quite a lot of money over there. and there was this guy who play percussion freak so vigorously. the chair is like can break any seconds. hahaha. and there was this ALIEN i saw who has the most asshole face in the whole wide world with the most stupidest hair and bapok's actions. i fucking hate him. he's the one who caused me to hit the glasswall like an idiot as i kept staring at him when i was walking. lucky no one saw, it was so fucking embarassing. hahaha. anyway, we actually wanted to catch a movie, "The Bourne Supremacy" but it was all selling fast. in the end, we went down to meet up with haikal and they decided to go Serangoon for azizie's friend's birthday party which i didn't go. so i went back myself and meet up with karen at bedok. on the way to meet her, wasted my money buying a stupid headpiece for my hp which the button can't be press when i want to answer the phone, i have to press the handphone manually. damn~ 10 bucks gone. then headed back to tampines and slowly sent karen home. when i'm back home, went to change and then went down to play soccer for around 3+ hours. my legs were so tired after the game. i'm sure it killed some fats. haha. after i went home and boiled the water to cook my maggie mee, i then found out i forgot to bring back home the maggie mee i told yan to buy. shiat~ don't even know where is it now.

today watched "AVP" again with my 11 other classmates. hahaha. the 3rd time already and the show is still just as good as the previous time i watch it. only the starting part is so completely boring. the show actually started at 2.25 but we only went in the cinema at 2.45 because the 3 most important people who were carrying the tickets were late. after the show, we went to LJS for a meal but i wasn't eating and then to BK as some wanted to smoke. at that time, i learnt a TRICK from them as they were doing it to one of my classmates. totally lame but so funny. i'm gonna do it to one of rowdees soon. muahaha. anyway after they smoke, we just kept wandering around in tampines for a few hours before making our way HOME.

today skipped 3 hours lesson of school. muaha. too lazy and tired, just hope i don't get caught. actually was supposed to sleep when i reached home but ended up talking on the phone. then around 6 plus went to meet karen, her sis and one of her sis's friend for dinner. and whats good is that her sis's friend who has a car, is driving us there. hahaha. so we went to geylang to have some beef hor fun with you tiao and then to ECP to have some satay. the advantage of cars, haa. and to my surprise, her sis's friend paid for all the food. what a guy. evenmore, when i sent karen home. he offered to give me a ride home but this time, it was karen's sis (who just got her liscence not long ago) did the driving as they were both going to takeaway some food at dhoby ghaut. it was pretty scary i should say but here i am, still survive. hahaha. a BIG thanks to both of them.

today was another rowdees' soccer match which quite a result, we won 13 - 0. but i still kinda felt we didn't play good enough. i'm sure we could have done alot better (no that i'm boasting or something). i only scored 1 goal at the end of the day but i'm satisfied already cause too long never score. almost nailed the last goal. damn~ haha. i also injured myself alil bit but its nothing. anyway after match at around 3pm, we went to meng's house to watch the best bet. it is indeed a lame and funny show. the hokkien poems are just so fantastic and not forgetting the soundtrack. hahaha. then after that just left early with keong as i was meeting karen to send her home. think thats all for today. oh ya, the lessons in school tommorrow simply just SUCKS!!!

today i finally got to chance to watch "Guyver" at my Greatgrandma house. but to my surprise, it kinda look more like power ranger to me already. haha. somemore censored one. and they should start to make a part III so the graphic can be more realistic and also, add more effects into it. otherwise the part I and II really do looks like power ranger kind of show. just can't wait till i get my hands on part I.

also, i went to watch AVP today at Tm with karen and her friends. despite my friends who already has the vcd, i still watched it in the cinema as theres better sound and graphic effects. and the show is definitely better than i expected. rather worth it i should say and the last few part is just so funny, quite unexpected. i'd give a 3.5 over 5 for the rating.

today is one HAPPY DAY due to some special events. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! also, during school time, my friend, Shirhan lent me his "Guyver 2 : Dark Hero" tape. i was so fucking happy. he really did bring it for me. i've been finding Guyver movie for so long. at first i download it at Kazaa, but the users just don't send me. DAMN. my friend even has the "Guyver" part 1 in LD too, but he can't find it. hope he search high and low for it, i just can't wait to watch both of the parts together. but the sad thing is my VCR spoilt, so cannot watch. fucking hell~ so tommorrow after school has to go my great-grand ma house to watch. and for those who loves action heroes movie, "Guyver" is the one for u. i totally recommend it.

Singapore Idol? more like Singapore Idiot. it was the first time i watched it as i missed the previous 2 episode due to some circumstances. i wonder why some people went there to disgrace themselves, wonder how they judge themselves. especially the lemon tree guy. hahaha. he's funny but real stupid, twisting around. what the fuck is that dance man? haha. can really the william hung of Singapore. and also the guy who sang "by the way" from rhcp. i don't even know what the hell he was singing. TOTALLY CRAP!! the show is more like comedy than of reality show. so this thursday at 9, u guys better don't miss the episode 3.

also, today after school went to buy "DOOM 3" pc game. now my 15 bucks is gone, bank only left a few bucks. damn~ but its really worth it. the game is like so realistic, FULL of shock, fear and horror etc. totally violent, with all the blood splattering around. the creature from hell are FUCKING SCARY!!! always sneaking around and attacking you in the dark!! i've already got shocked for more than 14 times. i just love using the chain saw. fucking power. make me feel like becoming the killer of SINGAPORE CHAINSAW MASSARCE. MUAHAHA!!! but then the game requires alot of memory and stuff which my computer doesn't really have. so its like so lag and i even have to lower the graphic to the lousiest just to make it NOT SO lag. damn~ need to buy more RAM for my computer already.

today is the start of the Hungry Ghost Festival and from today onwards, i am expected to go home early as this is what my mum has told me. but i'll TRY to come home early. anyway, today was late for school for 2 hours. actually i've woke up already but too tired, so i went back to continue sleep. almost skipped last few lessons today because some of my friends wanted to char boh and also because the lessons is just totally BORING!! luckily i didn't skip cause in class also do nothing but surf net, free attendace given to us. after school, as usual, i skipped rock climbing AGAIN. hahaha. hope the next time i go, they won't scold me or anything. nowadays just feel so lazy for cca. anyway, walked home with haikal today as he's going 831 for jamming which is very near my house. saw my mum on the way home and ate macdonalds today, and it just irritats my throat. so now must control otherwise my sore won't seems to recover. i wanted to go gym today but think no one can accompany. so think i'll later just do some situps and pushups at home. muahaha

this morning, we had at soccer match at 11am. it was a half happy and half sad match as we've draw 2 - 2 with the opponent. a good comeback for ROWDEES. the opponent is quite a strong team i should say, and real multi-racial. haha. if only i had done alot better for the team maybe we'll still win. haha. after few hours and sleeping and slacking, here i am, at cm house. but going back home soon to eat dinner already. my mom is sure gonna scold me like mad for being home so late for dinner. the food confirm cold like hell. anyway, now my stomach hungry already. still got school tommorrow from 8am -5pm!!! damn, plus cca until 8.30pm. shibby!! i HATE school. really feel like quiting school.

yesterday watched "Twins Effect II" with rowdees already. before that went to play cs with xiaogui. its not really a great show to me. its totally not linked to the part I at all. can say the show is rather funny, but very lame and stupid. especially the Charlene Choi, fucking act cute. i hate people act cute. muahaha. chinese movie are just still not up to my standards yet. so next time, more english shows people. anyway, now i'm so fucking bored again. MAYBE going ktv scream my lungs out later. hope we'll be going but i'm quite broke. i don't mind going anywhere. just get me out of my house!!

today sure is one freaky day. i kept having those weird nightmares. hahahah. didn't attend school today due to the tireness and acheness of my body. my mom is gonna KILL ME!! the gym on wed has really start to overwhelm me. first thing i do when i wake up was to use the computer. its was so totally boring and i'm so hungry (i'm alway hungry, hehe). i was happy at first when ek told me to go downstairs to see games but it was cancelled in the end. whats worse is that the orchard trip today was cancelled too. sad... now i'm TOTALLY BORED at home. to keep myself busy, i went downstairs to buy some lunch, watch some pretty lame tv shows and play computer games. even try to force myself to sleep. now im awake again. just can't wait till today's midnight show of "Twins Effect II". although its not really the show i wanted to watch but no choice. hopes its good or else i'm gonna regret again. now my only wish is TIME TO FLY!!! c'mon time. u can do it!!~ FLY!!

i've add music to my blog. its "unholy confessions" by avenged sevenfold. its hardcore/emo but bear with it guys. the chorus and lyrics are just totally incredible.

database fundamental is the next lesson. totally boring!!! i feel like sleeping or run home already. later after school still got rock climbing physical trainning. think i'm not going cause my sore throat too irritating. better go home and rest then maybe go gym with hockang at night. i really need to trim down those tummy FATS!!! fuck~

school ends fast today at 12pm. went home real fast to have a nap. was so tired due to yesterday's activity. but i feel so sick while sleeping. because my FUCKING SORE THROAT STILL HAVEN'T RECOVER!!! shibby~ after i wake up, it was 7pm and time for my sec school class gathering. as i was feeling so bloodysick, i really didn't feel like goin. hock ang and some other were not even going, evenmore, they're eating seoul garden. don't think my throat can take it and i alway hated seoul garden's food, i didn't even have enough money too. but in the end i was psycho by melvin. i rush to prepare and reach there at 7.35pm. as i predicted, there are only a few going. to be exact, 9, only (melvin, shearn, tyau soon, xiaoling, huixia, chenping, haixia, huifen and me). as i'm short of money, melvin paid 10 bucks for me first. during the whole buffet, my throat just got worse. coughing all the way while eating. its a tough meal for me. instead of going home after the gathering, i went pavilion with melvin and xiao howai to play cs. in the end, only me and mel were playing. ho wai, ivan and chee wee came later when we almost finish playing. when we went to mac to slack, i learned that be a member of macdonald is very worth it. 500 points for free when u sign up, the registration is also free. its a good bargin. u can redeem 6 pcs nuggets for 300 points only. for normal purchase, its 5 points for 1 bucks. u just need a ezlink card. so what are u guys waiting for?

today, i received a early morning call from my aunt. she ask me if i wanted the tickets for NDP because she has 2. but i rejected her, firstly it was because 2 tickets is too little and secondly, I'M STILL SLEEPING!!! haha. anyway, today afternoon meet up with my classmates (afiq, iklash, ayoub, farhan, gaz, haikal and mirah) at tamp mrt control station at 1.15. i actually waited 1 hour for them to meet. they finally came at 2.20. wahaha. anyway, first stop was orchard and we went to fareast to have our lunch. after that we walk walk there for awhile and then went lido to catch a movie. it was a show i didn't really like at first sight. it was "Farhenheit 9/11" which is more about politics stuffs and US's Sept 11 (god bless them all). but after the show started at 4.30pm, it was really funny. insults about George Bush and stuffs. really very entertaining, now i really do learn alot about US. i almost can't believe it.

after the show, it was time to see some fireworks from NDP. when we reached the esplanade, we were at the bayside theatre. it was fucking crowded, and i mean really fucking crowded. u could get squash if u happen to fall down. also, its so hot and stuffy. when the fireworks started, guess what, we were at the wrong side. it was totally blocked by the hotel and building quite far away. fucking hell. everyone was like so disappointed and most even try to rush to the otherside. in the end, it was all jammed. haha. oh ya, and there was this girl in pink that is so so HOOOOTTTT!!! she's like an ANGEL. woohoo~ alright, i better stop this before u all thought i'm crazy, pervert or something. after the fireworks, we managed to squeeze through the crowd and went towards the memo to have a sit and rest. 20 mins passed and its time to go home. most decide to have dinner at S-11 while me and afiq went back first. i wish i could go for the dinner but i'm totally broke already. so i'm went back home to eat 3 packet of curry maggie mee with 1 egg and 3 hotdogs. now totally FULL. prepare for some serious bombing tommorrow!!!

today got a soccer match versus some uncles which we were told. however, when we reach there, we realised that they are not just uncles because there are also a few youngster and are all malay. this wasn't what i've expected but what the hell~ its not like we won't win. at last, the final score was 5 - 5 but i know we've done our best, we just didn't perform that well during the second half. furthermore, its our first match since like 1 month (maybe thats just plain excuses. haha). anyway, more matches are coming and we will WIN!!!! WO MEN HENG CHIANG!!! oh ya, i also found out that during this match, i start to run MORE than usual. wahaha. that means my stamina is getting better. it must be the Rock Climbing's PT taking effect. woohoo~

then now at wenyan house doing nothing much while the rest (wenyan, desmond, tong and meng) happily playing their mahjong. just now we were watching "I-Robot", not a bad show. i recommend it. also, today went to change my faulty PC game again. don't know change how many times already. the uncle even dare to say is my computer got problem. fuck u ar uncle, anyhow only. and now, one more disc still cannot work!!! fuck fuck shit fuck!!! next time don't buy there!!! now i'm hoping they faster end their mahjong session, so we can downstairs go makan. later then go meng's hourse watch soccer. Manchester United vs Arsenal. who will win? i say draw.

just came back from central park. was there talking cock and playing a fool there. and guess what? WEN YAN JUST CRIED. muahahaha. because we so called "tricked" her into the water melon's seed (for those who has no idea about it, its a playground of a shape of a water melon and the seed is a hole just nice enough for your head to go in) when her head went in, i just prevent her from coming out while the rest "kan na ci" her head. haha. that sure was fun!~

alright, few hours before we came to central park, we were actually at tm walk walk and catching a movie, " The Village". people out there who wants to watch it, i advise not. its not really a good show. i give a 2 and a half rating over 5. i shouldn't have watch it in the first place but wat done is done, $8.50 gone~ =[

today is one shitty day. i was feeling so sick and tired with all the sorethroat and flu, almost inbearable. i finally forced myself to wake up. i went to school early and on the way there, my stomach start to feel weird. it could be because of the medication i took earlier which may have some side effects. and i was right. after the national athem and time for GOH's NDP message, i felt like vomiting and shitting, so i quickly went to the toilet. but i couldn't shit (this may sound sick to some of u. hahahaha), in the end, i vomited. it was really tough. after all the vomit, i finally feel BETTER. what a relief. but when i went to the canteen for breakfast, i have no appeitite. i bought 2 koso roti prata and i could only finish 1. then it was time to go home as theres nothing left for us to do in school. however, before we left we intend to go play cs at safra. but when we reached there at 8.45am, we realised it only opens at 10.30am. haha wasted trip. so we just went home.

when i reached home, i was so sleepy but i managed to wake myself up because at around 10.30am i have to meet ek, alex, yan, paul and peggie to go back to our secondary school's funfair. it's been long since i went there and it really change quite alot especially the canteen. style~ the funfair was the same old stuff, food and games. nothing much for us, we didn'teven bought or play anything except for a few ball kicking and chitchat with some of the teachers. after an hour plus of wandering and waiting aimlessly, we then left and went for lunch at 826. my appetitite was alil' bit back and i try to stuff myself with food. after finishing the food, i couldn't take it anymore and went home first to sleep.

when i'm back at home. it was so DAMN BORING!!! there nothing for me to do except surfing net and tv. i just couldn't wait to go jamming with my classmate at 4.30pm. but in the end, it was cancelled due to shortage of people. time pass and i got a call from ek telling me that the game shop has open. FINALLY!!! i went down and bought "Doom 3" but after times of trying, it just FUCKING WON'T WORK!!! so no choice, tommorrow have to go back and change other games.

and again, i have nothing else to do!!! so i try to force myself to sleep but it was so hard to sleep, the sickness is KILLING ME!!! then i got a call from Haikal asking me to go pavilion play pool later. i was so happy as i finally have something to do. so at around 7pm i went down there to meet them. we play pool for an hour or so, then went BK to eat, walk around TM for a while and then play cs for an hour. its really time killing. when its time to go back, i left first at 11.30 to go play soccer with my rowdians. the soccer was fun and tiring (help kills some fats). now i'm back here, ready to bath and sleep. so see ya guys tommorrow.

after 7 agonizing hours in school. it finally ended BUT theres more than meets the eye, still got rock climbing!!! physical trainning somemore. i almost die on the spot, really hard to take it. luckily today one not as tough as last week. i'm really getting fatter, my tummy just so many fat!!! i just can't wait to get rid of it. therefore, i will try to chiong as much as i can to make it small!!! but when PT ended and time for climbing, i ran away. muahaha. because saw ek then he wanted to go home. so no choice, i also sneak home. lucky for me, the other climbers didn't saw. even though i went for PT, i still got no attendance. =[ my friend told me they mark it after i went home. damn wasted~

after i sneak out, went to ocha for some drink. just when we about to reach blue sea, we saw qingan, james and jason. so no choice, walked back to ocha again. then meet ben and chinmeng. after that went to 824 to eat (they eat, not me). after finish, we just went home. and now after few boring hours of TV and computer, here i am, ready to sleep. zzzZZZZ......

p.s. I NEED A DIET!!!!!
Oh ya, today is 2 of my classmates, Shirhan and Farhan birthday. a great happy birthday to them.

wahaha. today didn't go to school. just so tired that i can't wake up. todays lesson was relax, should have went (cause only got S&W and MMF), now kinda regret. =[ haha nvm what done is done. anyway today went to meet qingan and yan for lunch at 1pm. didn't know they wanted to study, so after lunch i went home to take my homework then went to see the facial doctor at alex's house there. after that meet alex and go to paul house to "STUDY" which until now still haven't. cause i need to do my maths assignments man. so many to do, argg!! deadlines is TOMMOROW!!! hope i can finish it by that time. now they are playing mahjong which i think they nowadays are all addicted to it. just wish they faster end the game so they can help me with my maths. god bless~

today was finally one of those days that i really slept well after the whole week. but still when i was sleeping soundly, my parents woke me up as we were goin to have breakfast/lunch together at Crystal Jade Resturant at TM. so we went there to eat some dim sum, noodle and porridge. i was really full man. after that, went to M1 and singtel shop to check about the price plans stuffs. then went to shop for printer ink, cds and papers. actually buying digital camera or maybe mp3 player but in the end didn't. when goin back to the car park, saw my aunt at Lee Hwa Jewellery buying rings for her wedding i suppose. so we talk for a while and end up my mum buying onxy necklace for my dad. i also bought Famous Amos cookies!!! TOTALL DELICIOUS!!! muahaha. but now finished already. after all the shopping, finally went home to have some sleep.

now at chinmeng house, watching them play mahjong. now no more tv show, so think i'm goin home now while the rest still stay here. need to go back watch vcd, "13 goin on 30". otherwise tomolo sure no chance to watch as my lessons is from 8am to 9pm!!!! arggg!!! still got cca until 8.30!!! what the fuck!?!?!?! hai.....