Symptoms of A Failing Heart

the movie "doom" was DISAPPOINTING, i expected alot more from it. i've started playing its game from young till now and somehow, its not really connected to the game. thus, its just not as good as the game is. they better improve on the movie again if they're planning to make a sequel. overall, "doom" is a 6/10 rating.

the day we watched "doom", was the first time we have so many of us watching together. it consist a total of 21 people from both rowdees and a few kukus. but before the movie started at 12am, i was at wenyan's house first to slack with keong and felki joined us soon after.

i was busy making my hair while felki and yan were busy taking with my handphone. this is just 3 of them, when there's actually alot more. girls just love themselves i suppose.

after the movie, we stay put at century square for awhile as some were smoking, others talking crap with each other, and me, busy taking pictures.

this is how SHORT wenyan is. believe me, she is that short. hahaha.

if you can see properly, felki is actually trying to flash herself to keong and wenyan. i guess both of them weren't as surprised as they seem. 'keong: thats some decent shiat!!'

next stop, we all went macdonald's for supper and i earned myself alot of member points thanks to the rest who were eating. muahaha. now i can soon have my own 20 pieces of nuggets FREE. hoho.

i guess couples have the same poses. haha.

like usual, wenyan is acting cute but with the help of felki. oh yeah, the one behind in green, is the new girlfriend of weitong!! congratuation asshole. haha.

mond couldn't resist taking his own face as he was hungry for macdonald's ever since he got out of his navy camp. i'm sure his thinking, "if only my camp has macdonald's"

fuck to wenyan!!, but not ronald, cause his my BEST FRIEND. i LOVE macdonald's.

on saturday, went over to plaza singapura with mond, qingan, zhenfai, qinyao and hockang. mond was busy finding his 'love at first sight' girl at carrefour but we simply couldn't find her after much looking. in the end, we walked around there, play games at archade before i finally left for laselle as gina had some graduation concert going on. i was there with my family and gina's family were there too. about the concert, ermm... its not really my type but it was good, certainly an eye-opener. and congraulation to gina for she has finally graduated. after that was dinner at some hawker centre before my dad came to pick us up home.

at carrefour, we suddenly had the desire to become astronauts. hahaha.

as for hock, he wants to be an astronauts because he thought there were hot chicks over there. hahaha. more like hot aliens.

well, as for me, i LOVE HOT ALIENS!!!

today was the day my family went to KL. i was interrupted halfway in my sleep at 7am when my parents told me they forgot to bring along my dad's driver's liscense and wanted me to take a cab to woodlands checkpoint to give it to them. DAMNIT!! just when i was enjoying my precious sleep. i got no choice and meet up with my bro over there to pass it to him when he passed me my macdonald's breakfast. not long later, my uncle who was a taxi driver came and picked me up so i could go back home and continued my sleep. waked up again at 2pm to go bugis ALONE to FINALLY collect my xbox. it's been so long since i have this lonely feeling. hahaha. luckily i'm quite used to it in the past when i go ps for my drums lesson alone and stuffs. to my surprise, the repair cost $160!!! what the fuck!! and when i took a cab home to try, it didn't work as i expected. some games still couldn't be loaded nor detected. if i'm not wrong, the chip that makes it play pirated games may not be working cause i have no problems playing original games. arggh. i'm lazy to bring it back for repair or anything. just let my brother settle it when he comes back cause i have ENOUGH of it already. fucking xbox.

its already 1.48am now and i had to wake up later at 4.45am to prepare for my trip to genting. hohoho. i just can't wait and that is why i have problems sleeping now. still, i'm going to force myself to sleep now. see you guys on wednesday when i get back. LATER!

for my school holidays, i planned to actually stay home almost everyday to play xbox so i can at least save some cash for future purposes. but apparently, my stupid xbox got fucked up and i just brought it for repair at sim lim on tuesday. now i can't get to be a good boy and stay home nor save money at all. the repair man even told me that most probably it may cost $100+ as the problem lies if the cd-rom drive and to collect it at saturday. DAMN IT. how am i gonna get so much money? my brother was supposed to share the cost with me but he told me he don't have money YET. and not forgetting he still owes me fucking $55 from almost 2 months ago.

worse of all, rowdees' trip to malaysia is like coming in just 4 more days. i'm not even sure if i have enough money for a shopping spree. so i guess i can't be spending too much over there, which is fuck up. i'm so worried over money now, i wish i had a job, and i really need one.

someone please introduce me a high salary job.

now i hope i my dad would pay for the repair cost for my xbox cause it's only once in a while i ask him for money. and also, make a loan with my mom when i'm leaving for the malaysia trip. otherwise i'm totally broked!

if only i strike 4D or some luckydraw. whatever that got to do with 'FREE(S)' or 'CASH'.

anyway, i remembered i had quite a few extra dollar in my wallet but seems to me that now its, GONE!! i just wonder how it flew away in merely 3 days time. i can't imagine i can really spend so much and so fast.

must be the 2 movies i watched, the PLENTY of food i ate everyday which always COSTED a bomb and other extra expenses like playing pool etc. nevertheless, the movie "flightplan" i caught on tuesday with the rowdians was a really great show. the storyline is flawless and it just keeps my eyes on the screen the whole time. its a 8/10 rating.

again, i watched "deuce bigalow: the european gigolo" with emily this time round at cineleisure as we were bored after jamming and shopping (she did all the shopping though). wanted to watched "domino" but she insist on a more relax/laughter show. still, its a extra lame plus stupid show which makes it totally funny and i don't mind watching it the third time. now i just can't wait till "DOOM" starts showing next week. i will fucking watch it as soon as its released.

oh yeah, the 2 hours jamming today was quite worthwhile. it's been like almost a year since i last had my hands on a drum set but i could still get the hang of it (i think). we tried out 1 of emily's originals with her guitarist, wan, whose really talented i should say. we almost completed that song though i still got some problems with the drum beats. we'll be slowly perfecting it in the future. sad the say, the equipments there at the jamming studio in peninsular is really shitty. the room is so fucking small and i hardly have any space to move my hands around. plus i can barely even listen to emily's voice on the mike. its a tough place to jam though it still ends up quite well.

i'm still wondering if i should really join emily's half-formed band cause she's more to playing rock/pop/pop-punk. i even wonder if i actually have the time for it since i'm always busy with rowdees or other stuffs. somehow, i just wish i could form my own screamo/post-hardcore/emo band while i scream on the mike and crashing around my drums at the same time. its a tough decision but, i'll slowly see to it.

I MISS MY XBOX. PLEASE COME BACK TO ME BABY......

my xbox disappointed me terribly! it can't even detect the disc ever since i came back home from dinner at 827 with rowdians. i'm totally sad and devastated, now i can't continue playing my precious games. i kept trying and trying from 8pm till now and it still don't fucking work! i hope it isn't damaged or anything, or else i would have to bring it to a shop and repair which waste my time, money and strength. haa. it better work later on when i try it again or i'll fucking smash it up. I'M SO PISSED NOW, no games to keep me company.

before i actually ate my dinner, earlier on was at tampines interchange with mond cause wenyan wanted to buy a new sling bag while hock, tong and paul purchased a levi's jeans each with a 25% discount thanks to hock's membership. we spent most of the time hanging around levi's and i had no idea what the hell they took so long. i reckon they were blowing each other right inside. hahaha! or maybe the sales girl is hot which i DOUBT so.

anyway, rowdians were at my house just now for the birthday celebration of teo "eyebrow" hock ang whose 19th birthday is today! yeah, right now! so please do wish him by sms or whatever. i'm sure he'll appreciate it. who doesn't. when they first reach my place, i was in my room busily fixing (more like knocking) my fucking xbox while the rest were busy checking the scores and watching football matches. finally at 12am, plus the arrival of ben and james, it was the cake-cutting ceremony.

the cake looked like this. its was a vanilla cake with strawberry and pink chocolate layer on it. though its cheap and bought from dj bakery, it still taste fantastic. absolutely SWEEEETTT. if only you were there to try.

i know hock's been dying to cut and eat the cake ever since he lay his eyes on it. his saliva almost landed on it but luckily i was there to lick it up before it does. haha.

this time round, i'm not gonna show you guys the aftermath photos of the cake. cause i bet you guys will vomit when you see how we ate. hoho. the guys left straight after clearing the cake and almost left weitong behind because he was almost lying dead on my bed.

he was sleeping with the SEXY BABY pose on. god, i could almost smell his armpits! HAHA.

on saturday, was out to orchard with hock, mond and qingan with albert meeting us there cause he was at mediacorp before that. we didn't walk much that day, except for a trip to takashimaya for my favourite donut place and then to far east's image 2001. they got some new shits and i had my eyes on macbeth shoe 'archer'. i just can't wait to get my hands on it next cny! hope the stock still comes in by that time. also, planned to get a cap for the malaysia trip but a hopesfall's cap i tried just don't fit my damn large head. haha. i need a bigger cutting with the perfect design.

soon after we left orchard with only mond getting himself a new tee, we head to airport's subway to find the wenyan, paul and tong. actually supposed to have dinner with them cause a few of them have the airport voucher but end up only us and james who went for the meal. we had problems looking for the perfect restaurant cause most of them were crowded. finally we settled at fish & co. after our second visit. well, i should say the staffs there are really friendly, they give you this warm feeling when you first entered. no doubt subway's staff are way lower than that. hahaha. no wonder they were at the bottom 10 for the best service award in changi airport or something.

not forgetting the dishes at fish & co. were awesome, its already my fourth visit and i still can't get enough of their food, especially the 'seafood platter for 2' which i shared with hock.

in the name of god, doesn't their 'seafood platter for 2' looks totally tempting. i feel like eating it again right now. argghh, lets go fish & co. again,

albert with his 'portugese chilli crab' which he had lots of problem eating it.

and james violently finishing his 'stingray with black pepper'.

mond had this 'ghostly fish' while qingan with his 'new york fish & chips' or something. we even ordered another fish & chips to share. i tried and tasted all of them and they were just so... so.... undescribable. more like the food of life. haa.

as hock's birthday was coming that day, we told the staff about it and they had this SPECIAL treatment just for him. they started with a joke, announced his name to the crowd, sang him this cheer/song and then a birthday song together with us. he even get a free scoop of ice cream, a passport holder and a free sparker to swing around during the singing session.

and belive me, he looks like a complete retard. just look at him! haha.

for desert, we had this 'whale shark' which consist of 10 diferent scoop of ice cream which we almost couldn't finish. but after hearing from a staff that 6 other female customer could, we cleared it in less than a mintue.

i even earned myself $16 that day from this dare, to completely drink a bowl of lemon water which was provided for albert to wish his hands with. not forgetting that james and hock soaked their hands in it too and added some extra ingrediants like pepper and garlic. i quickly drank it without much hesitation and they were disgusted right after i finish it. yeah, that was some easy cash and we got it down in video too. i could send it to you if you want. haha. just make sure you don't puke.

GOT MILK?

oh ya, "we" actually tried to ask this particular cute staff for her number but we didn't managed to get it in the end. after a short conversation with her, we found out that she's actually the sister of a star idol's female finalist who albert knows. haha. so i guess he had already lost some face right then.

well, i know its been long since i last updated my blog. so here you go, its gonna be a long post with lots of new pictures. but maybe i'll try to keep it short cause i'm freaking lazy to type out so much, just let the picture do the talking.

last friday, met up with hock at around 4.30pm to go changi airport's subway for our breakfast/lunch. albert and black is working so we kinda had a free meal. my sandwich was like super thick with meat and no vegs AT ALL. haha, not that i don't eat them but just that i don't prefer their raw vegs. anyway, my sandwich which was made by black looks like this:

doesn't it look simply delicious?!? i could still feel the cheese, bacon, pepperoni, salami, chicken fillet in my mouth right now. hohoho. this is one of the few benefits of having friends working in those food industry.

hock got jealous of my sandwich and therefore he couldn't wait to get his own one instead.

after the FULL meal, we head to terminal 2 to find qingan and chun kiong as we'll be following them to orchard for priscilla's birthday celebration. onboard the mrt and met up with paul, weitong, ben and rykiel at tanah merah before continuing our journey.

we spent most of our time in the mrt busy taking photos. well, more like qingan taking his own photo. hahaha. there's a lot more but i think its better not to disclose them.

just when i was saying not to disclose them. but i can't resist not posting this up. hahahaha. this is how sad qingan is when sharon's not around. LOL.

well, i think this is how disgusted qingan is when he actually sees sharon. haha, i'm kidding alright. i know its lame.

scarying kids scar(y)ing kids. haha.

i was distracted by some HUGE TITTIES. (i mean kitties)

HAIL and RESPECT this guy!!! stare him straight in the eyes and you'll get it! you may turned into stone or something. haha!

we finally arrived at orchard to joined up with rykiel's 2 sister, priscilla and her friends. then proceed to haegan daz (or whatever you spell it) first to buy a ice cream cake before having our dinner at lucky plaza's pizza hut. actually i was planning not to eat cause i was already full due to my previous sandwich but sadly, they ordered already. in the end, the food was like SO MUCH and we couldn't finish them. its NOT like me, mostly i could finish up a pizza easily but not this time. haha. thankfully, the whole dinner was a treat from priscilla and we're disappointed that we all couldn't clear it up.

after the meal and MUCH deciding, we finally end up going tiki's bar at boat quay for the cake cutting celebration. we were supposed to go some others pub or club but too bad, some of us were wearing either shorts or slippers. anyway, tiki's bar is really a small place with limited space but luckily it wasn't crowded at all. what i love about the bar is that the painting on the wall rocks. HAHA. take a look,

i was totally fascinated by the paintings that i simply couldn't resist myself.

qingan himself couldn't keep his eyes off the paintings.

so i guess you roughly have the idea on how 2 horny people can react to even non-living things. HAHAHA.

hock can't keep his pants to himself either and TOTALLY couldn't control his hormones. and if you obvious properly, you can actually see his eyebrows flicking. hahahaha.

this is the part where i'm starting my foreplay. hoho.

i got drunk and thought that was the birthday cake we bought. and the white liquid on my tongue isn't what you think, you sick bastards!!

you could be laughing already when you see ben playing pool. but imagine him playing with his cast on, how cool is that?

this poster on the wall looks is kinda cool to me. it sure rthymes.

not forgetting about this poster too, i really love it. the ONLY reason out of the 30 reasons that made me laugh my ass off was that, "a beer is always wet". haha. GET IT? ARE YOU DUMB?

the birthday girl, priscilla. THANK YOU for the dinner and enjoy your birthday.

just before we made our way home from tiki's bar with james, ben and hock, we stopped at the coffee bean there for alil' refreshments first. hock ordered a espresso and i ordered a hot chocolate which both cost around the same price. in the end,

hock's espresso looked so PATHETIC. this is the actual photo of it before hock even started drinking it. its like so little, HALF THE CUP! what the hell. i didn't know this amount of espresso is enough, at least a full cup will do. and the thing is, its just a few cents cheaper than

my hot chocolate. look at the size of it, its like 30 times more than the espresso. hahaha. so guys, NEVER order a espresso unless you're RICH or really half-dead.

saturday, was at sentosa with xiao gui which consist of melvin, ivan, bingting, sylves, nicholas, ho wai, hwee ping, shiping, cindy, hoi ha, bong and the other guy whom i forgot his name. it was really fun, maybe cause its been almost a year and a half since i last visited sentosa and it sure changed alot. we had lotsa of jokes and spent some time playing volleyball and soccer. sadly, i was raped that day. haha. we were in the water when they literally took off my shorts and boxers. they hold me down and there's no way i could struggle. they were grabbing me up so high that if they move me up a little bit more, my **** could have exposed to the crowd at the beach. phew, luckily that didn't happen. after we got ourself all sun-burnt, had dinner at harbourfront's food court before going back tampines for our midnight show of "deuce bigalow: the european gigolo". it is a fucking nice show, i was laughing out loud in the cinema almost all the time. the critics were wrong, its really humorous except that the movie is rather short. its worth it guys, a 8.5/10 rating!

well, as for the rest of the days, there isn't much i could really talk about. so i'll update again about this coming weekend soon. oh wait, its already here. til then, CIAO BITCH!

hoho. i've just browse through 2 fansites which albert told me about. 1 of them is http://www.geocities.com/al_bert_see/UpClose.html and the other, http://groups.yahoo.com/group/albert_fc. so do visit them if you have the time, or even better, join them!. anyway, i'm glad knowing that he already has this fan club thing going on for him even before the actual competition starts. therefore, i didn't hesitate to join the fan club even though i'll surely look awkward in it. haha. still, i'll do my best to support him all the way and you should too!

and now, to do my part, i shall boast his reputation by posting more about him and pictures in my blog. i know not many people visit my blog daily but what the hell, its better than nothing and at least i could get him alil' more votes.


albert, i have faith in you, and so are the other rowdians. SO DO US PROUD!! AND FUCKING WIN THE CONTEST!

my shoulders hurts! thanks to the soccer i had just now. now i wonder if i could actually go gym and carry weight tomorrow. anyway, i just got home approximately 30 minutes ago and already finished my bath. but i couldn't get myself to bed, i just can't sleep, been having these sleepless night for a couple of weeks now. also got this diarrhoea from the day before yesterday and luckily its gone by now, or else it would have been a problem going toilet in school. cause i have to sneak in the staff toilet as our toilet DOESN'T HAVE ANY TOILET PAPERS. WHAT KIND OF SCHOOL IS THIS? NEVER SUPPLY TOILET PAPERS AT ALL. EXPECT US TO JUST WASH OUR ASS ON THE BASIN OR SOMETHING??

by the way, had 2 test today. firstly, statistics and matrices test which i guess i could get at least 65 marks easily but its not good enough, i expect at least 80 marks. not that i'm boasting or something but i'm sure i can do that! well, some questions i still have doubts and i planned to ask my teacher soon. arggh. and i studied from 10pm to 2.30am yesterday for it but i still couldn't get it all inside my head.

secondly, java theory test which was almost a complete disaster. i hate that lesson, most of the time i never listens to what the teacher said at all cause i was too busy listening to my head-banging mp3s and playing freecell or either daidee. the most, i just type down what he typed and just follow the others. LUCKILY, it was a 20 mcq questions paper and i kept the answer notes in my pocket. HEHE. i know cheating isn't good but what the hell, i don't wanna fail this subject. so please don't blame me. thank you.

i know i haven't been posting photos, so sorry guys. i didn't have the time to take alot of new photos or upload it in my blog. by the next post, i assure you i'll do that.

and yeah, i watched "into the blue" today with my parents and it was nicer than i expected. the storyline is awesome and JESSICA ALBA IS SO FUCKING HOT!!!! *DROOLING* i was so captivated by her throughout the movie. so if you like her, DON'T miss this movie. a 7/10 rating.

alright, i just got back home from century square with qingan, ben, paul, hock, albert, sharon, tiannee and wenyan as we were watching the movie "goal(s)!" at 7.10pm earlier on. NOTICE the 's' behind cause its weitong's new classic/theory. hahaha. i'm not gonna explain that, so you go ask him yourself. anyway, the movie is not a bad show for soccer lovers out there, plus you get to see a few professional players like beckham. though some scene maybe alil' too fake to me. overall, its a 6.5/10 rating for me. before that, was having dinner at kfc and i sure ate alot. i need to exercise!! real soon! its been weeks since i last done that.

it seems like quite a boring weekend for me this time round cause i didn't do much these past 2 days. and starting tomorrow, its study week already. since the debar list is out, i guess most of us would choose not to go school. but still, i'm think i'm going back to get some tips for my 'statistics & matrices' exam and to finish my 'thinking skills' powerpoint project. seems like a busy week for me cause i also yet to complete my 's&m' assignments. hope everything goes for the best cause my exam is just next friday! i can't wait for it to end and then i'll have my holidays and not forgetting rowdees' trip to genting on 31st oct. hohoho.

i was planning to catch the movie "four brothers" tomorrow with joshua and yusman like old times but joshua a.k.a the BITCH told me he wasn't going school so i guess its off, maybe wednesday. damn it, he's always busy watching m18 shows with girls instead of us or either he's broke. ASS!!! his mouth is full of excuses. haha.

oh yeah, i'm so sick and tired of the gameshop at blk 505 not selling any games that i end up ordering a few xbox games from a website in malaysia. its alot cheaper but i hope i don't get arrested or something. i hope i can trust them cause i may have to transfer them the cash first before they send me my game within 5 working day. plus i even have to disclosed my address. so guys, if you're reading this, its highly confidential!! don't go around telling people i'm purchasing illegals games.

sorry, i've just changed the mp3 in my blog to "hand of blood" by bullet for my valentine. i know its metal/hardcore but i hope you guys will like it cause its really nice and catchy. this song has been running through my head since i first saw its video on some website. bullet for my valentine is gonna be one of the hot bands from years to come for sure. i can sense it.... go check them out at www.bulletformyvalentine1.com

but if you don't like the song, sad to say that its gonna be there for quite some time. just comment about it on my tag.

peace out.

I'M TOTALLY BORED!! there's like nothing for me to do at all. i've played mu online until my character's level 88 but now, its takes forever to level up so i completely stop playing it. as for my xbox, the game shop which used to sell the pirated games suddenly stopped selling. i took like a few trip in between classes just to go check it out but they simply reject and said no. they replied me like i was some kind of undercovered policeman though i was wearing my ite uniform. what the fuck man. why are there no other shops in tampines that sell xbox games?!?!? i know its illegal but do i really have to go malaysia to buy and smuggle them back myself? argghh.... i'm in desperate need of games right now!! or maybe someone to talk to me and keep me company will do.

i'm so bored right now that i have to resort to playing freecell to keep myself occupied. i even feel like going exercise now myself cause i haven't been doing that for awhile now. thanks to wenyan, cause we're suppose to go gym earlier on but she was too busy for it. so i guess i may have to go gym tomorrow or jogging. whatever exercise will do.

for now, will someone PLEASE talk to me in msn when you see this post!
this boredom can really make me commit suicide....

i wasted my time walking to school today. upon reaching the classroom at 8.30am, realised that it was locked and empty. saw another of my classmates and found out that lesson was cancelled after he called another classmate. damn it! because i missed friday's lesson so i wasn't inform about it. there's still thinking skill lesson from 12pm to 2.30pm but don't expect me to wait in school for hours for the lesson to start or either go home and come back again later. NO WAY! so i went back home and took a nap and here i am.

it rained heavily earlier on but i think it stopped already. hope it dries up quick or else tp day may be cancelled. for your information, tp day is the day we play soccer at tp every monday. my legs are starting to itch cause i've been dreaming about soccer ever since my nap started. i can feel my leg kicking the ball in my sleep. haha.

anyway, on friday i had news that farhan was in a bike accident together with haikal. i was shocked, they collided with a van and farhan's face landed on the van's back window. sad to say, it was farhan's fault cause he was going quite fast and was overtaking cars. evenmore, farhan just bought his 2nd hand bike like merely 2 months ago. afiq just had an accident not long ago and now its farhan.

cause i wasn't in school that day so i didn't get to visit him nor go for the sentosa trip with my classmates. from what i heard from my friends, farhan is in quite a bad condition. haikal's fine and walking but farhan had a major scar on his face which is really nasty. anyway most importantly is that the 2 of them are alive. now i just can't wait to visit him soon, hope he get well enough by the time i see him.

on friday, watched the midnight movie "the myth" with the rowdians and then on saturday, we watched another movie, "the dukes of hazzard". it's been long since we had this kind of movie marathon going on. still, both the shows are nice and rather worth it. more nice movie coming up this week and there's so many shows like "four brothers" and "nightwatch" which i can't wait to watch. but the thing is, i'm BROKE!! i need a job fast, real fast. maybe gonna interview at raffles' coffee club which fiona introduced if i have the time. arggh, i've just got so many things i need to buy. pray hard that i strike 4D this week!! hoho.

below are some photos i took when we had supper at macdonald after "the myth" on friday.


hock loves macdonald's mc chicken

while i don't

but in the end i still finish eating it disgustingly.

hock pointed his middle finger at macdonald's and now he's getting sued. not because of his middle finger but because his eyebrow is too pointed. hahaha.

wenyan had a gun pointed at me when we took this picture. so sorry to disappoint you guys, cause i was forced to take this act cute picture.