Symptoms of A Failing Heart

look at weitong's fuck up face. muahaha 

14 years and counting... 

emo mother fuckers. we look so weird 

singing our lungs out. haha!! 

brothers for life 

its been so long since i updated this shit. i'm so damn lazy to update this. well, i've just stop by to wish everyone reading this a



p.s i'll update this when i have the time

Sleepless nights condemns me.... argggg....

"If I Told You This Was Killing Me, Would You Stop?"
by Juliana Theory

watch your mouth
hold your tongue boy
because you're running out of breath
running out of time
before every careless word that you utter
renders you utterly useless
now you're drowning in your own saliva
trying to speak yourself to the top of your empty world
keep on talking
just keep on rambling
you've got your mouth full
now listen here's the pleasant part
you and i we fell apart
why can't you make up your mind
shut your mouth
burn your bridges
throw your words like an attack
and stab me in the
wait a second what's that
i just heard
nevermind it's obviously worthless
you're standing on your soapbox
yelling from the rooftops
everything you say is a lie
now listen here's the clever one
who speaks before his thoughts are done
why can't you make up your mind
watch your mouth
hold your tongue
some things are better left unsaid
now i hope you're pleased
you let your pride stand tall
it danced within your words right before your fall right before you
why don't you, why don't you say that to my face,
i've had ripped down torn down so many things,
everything you, everytime you, every word you say,
if i told you this was killing me,
would you would you stop?

just went to modify my xbox a day ago. been totally all over it ever since. i even play "lord of the ring: the third age" until its almost gonna complete in a day. i play like 13 hours straight! damn, thats the ferocity of my craziness over games. haha. or maybe the gameplay is just too short for me. anyway, today went to buy the twin pack of controller so i now can play 3 players mode for some games with ma friends. also finally bought my "halo 2" and "kingdom under fire". my bro, who just came back early morning today, woke me up as he had bought back a hell load of xbox games from malaysia. bad thing is he was caught while he was coming back singapore. luckily the guy let him and his friends off this time. what a lucky son of a biatch. haha. but too bad the games he bought home wasn't really much my type. i just hope some new decent game come out soon. oh yeah, i also saw "lord of the ring: battle for middle earth" for pc OUT NOW!!! damn i'm so excited. just can't wait till i get my hands on it (the imitation one of course). just hope my RAM doesn't fuck up on me or else its gonna be a shitty aka laggy game. anyway, for these few days, i'm just gonna concentrate on my xbox first! anybody wanna come my house for some serious gaming?? muahahaha.

Promise
by Matchbook Romance

what would you said if i asked you not to go,
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me.
would you take my hand and never let me go,
promise me you'll never let me go.

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look at them.
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased.
take this broken heart and make it right.

i feel like, i lost everything when you're gone.
left remembering what it's like, to have you here with me.
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy.

i never thought i'll be the one to say,
please don't, please don't leave me....

i feel like, i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like, to have you here with me.
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy.... (easy, easy, easy....)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me....
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go!!!
make this last forever...

i feel like, i lost everything when you're gone.
left remembering what it's like, to have you here with me.
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy.

you're not making this easy.

so fall asleep tonight, cause that brings me closer to you...