Symptoms of A Failing Heart

i'm officially broke! with only less than $200 left in my bank, what the fuck am i suppose to do with it when christmas is coming. sorry guys, not a single present from me this time round. hohoho. maybe i'll resort to making cards or gifts for you? how about a nice hot chocolate cake? yum yum. i know you guys would love it.


anyway, the reason that i'm broke is that i've spent quite alot this month. i bought a four letter lie's t-shirt and a goodtimes trucker cap from image 2001 for $81 in total, a $93 2GB for my redeemed PSP (hopefully my bro is gonna pay me back), the PC game of neverwinter nights 2 for $59.90 and a man utd's jersey of $109. not forgetting all my daily expenses and transport.


argh. fuck it. i may need to rob a bank or something.
anyone in?


wondering why i booked out on a wednesday ?
thats because there's a battlion xmas celebration tomorrow at yishu safra.
i hope it ends early so i can go back home and rest more since i need to book in by 11pm.
it's gonna be a busy week for me as i'll be having IMT on friday and tank battle course live firing on saturday till sunday afternoon. therefore, i'm only be out during xmas eve's evening.
I HATE live firing!
then, i have to go back on christmas night to prepare for ATP on tuesday.
the thing is, if i get marksman for ATP, $200 is all mine.
so lets pray hard i get it if you guys wants a treat.


can't wait for christmas!
presents! feast! chicks?!


p.s. my hair is so fucked up now because it was cutted by my platoonmates last monday. it's like a mallet yet a funny one. if it wasn't for me to want to keep long, i would have shaved it all again.
THANKS AGAIN, EE SENG and ZHIXIANG!! you two are the best free barber ever. HAHAHAHA.

thank god i'm feeling much better now.
3 cheers for the doctor and his medicine!
how i love medicine works.
i feel so alive.
alive enough that i was actually outdoors today.
went to marina square alone to find some of the rowdians ending their kbox session at 7pm.
next up, we have carl's jr for dinner!!
muahahahahaha.....
i can still fucking taste the double western cheeseburger and beef chilli cheese fries in my mouth, though it kinda left a hole in my pocket.
took a train back to tampines where we had the movie "battle of wits" at century square as usual.
not a bad show but alil' exaggerating, especially the extras (they should learn how to act well).
home was next as i'm watching man utd match now while some of them went to army's brother's pub for a drink and relax session.


and why is saw 3( R21)?!?!?!
how the fuck can i watch it! i guess i just have to sneak in.


p.s. i'm so damn broke right now.
with a pathetic $180 in my bank which have to last till next week before my pay comes in.
god please, please, please let me strike 4D again!
thank you.

just when i'm having a long weekend from today till monday night, i'm fucking SICK!!! what the fuck. now i can't totally fully enjoy myself due to my flu, sore throat and fever. argh, the feeling is so fuck up. i'm either feeling too hot or cold. i need to lie down...... now.