Symptoms of A Failing Heart

sleep is so overrated.
i manage to clock only 12 hours of rest for these 3 days.
rofl.
whereas i could easily play 18 hours of WoW-ing straight in just 1 day.
do i still have a life?


anyway, the 4D3N FTX few days back have made me realised that food is precious, cause i've had crap food all the way and it made my stomach weird. now i won't hesitate to spend on good food! and it made me love my bed a hell lot more.


well, just imagine, 4D3N of:
-no entertainment (low batt phone)
-no bathing/washing up
-no changing of any outer/inner garments
-sucky food
-shitting/peeing in the fucking wild
-getting bitten by sandflies, mosquitoes and other insects
-little sleep (sleep while sitting! and on hard surface!)
-helmet on most of the time (i was literally scratching my head like forever)
THANK GOD IT'S ALL OVER.


now it's time for CNY!! muahahaha.
just a last major event of ATEC stage 2 and it'll be all fucking over.
HELLO PINK IC!


but not before i have to book in again this afternoon.
=(



i need a saving plan now before CNY!
just on last saturday itself, i spent $50 on lip piercing, $49 on new earphone and $29 on 2 tops.
not forgetting i still have to buy a new razor mousepad and headphone w/ mic to satisfy my gaming pleasure which would cost at least $70.
i'm broke.
fuck.

for fuck sake, this video was shown to me yesterday and i was truly shock yet captivated.
ROFL.
at first, i thought it was some sick joke of a typical emo guy acting gay amd lip syncing.
but no, it's FOR REAL!
just listen to how he speaks.
OMFG.


so they say i resemble him alot, except the gay way of course!
haha. honestly, i can't imagine myself being gay.
that would be so SICK.
anyway, he's 19 years old matthew lush aka gay god and he seems pretty fucking popular from what i see.
he does look hot and cute (this comment doesn't make me gay!).
what a waste ladies.
enjoy all his videos.











and more....

booking in in less than 10 minutes time.
in the new blue honda civic.
hohoho.
awesome sound system and ipod compatible!
i love the new car so badly but what a pity i can't drive.
i need my liscense fast!


about, this week, it's gonna be PURE HELL.
full troop exercise from tuesday to friday.
zzzzZZZ.....
argh.
on the bright side, it'll be the last outfield before ATEC stage 2 on 18th feb.
once this week ends, it's gonna be all relax till CNY!
muahaha. i can't wait.

yet another nights out for us to enjoy.
though i guess i'll be missing tonights 'the golden path'.
=(
it's such a superb series.
so good that i'm chasing it to the extend even when i'm in camp!
lol. <3 felicia chin


tomorrow IPPT.
FUCK.
and DIE.

soccer match ended with a victory of 4 - 0 against keong's friend.
goals from qingan x2, weitong and a own goal. hoho.
as usual, i'm not satisfied with my performance.
our overall performances is only SO-SO.
we could have easily score ALOT more goals.
we're getting rusty on field.


well, thanks to 2 GOLDEN opportunity which i fucked it up.
and fuck the wet condition and my useless ankle.
addition to that, i got a new huge bruise on my left knee.
how great.


anyway, last night's steamboat dinner at my place was 2 thumbs up!
attendances was really better than it was first predicted.
so we mark our rowdees' 7th year anniversary by stuffing ourselves with endless amount of food food.
i could hardly list all the food down, it's such a BIG FEAST.
7 years, hmmm.. how time flies.
more decades to come.


below are the photos we took on friday during supper at inter macdonald.

so many paths to choose from.
so little money to spend.
it's making my eyes, heart and mind spinning round and round like a whirlwind.
fucking confuse.
work? diploma? private diploma? private degree?
tp? sp? np?
business? information technology? design?
hmm....
argh.
fuck it.

upcoming soccer match this coming sunday against keong's friend.
my jersey and boots has already accumulated so much dust.
i really can't wait cause it's been so fucking long since we last had a decent match.
but the sad part is, my ankle has yet to recover fully!!!
fuck.
i hope i don't worsen the injury when we practice on friday. (cross my fingers)
i can't wait to score some goals and KICK SOME ASS!!
oh for fuck sake, please recover fast.


finally by this week, all my new furnitures would be here and my home will at last be COMPLETE.
come and check out my new crib soon!


anyway, rowdees would be celebrating our 7th year anniversary over at my place this saturday for feasting!
hahaha. how time flies.
hopefully, attendance is good.


chinese new year is arriving so fast.
hohoho.
i'm almost done with my shopping today but i feel so fucking broke! really broke.
=(
well, got myself a macbeth shoe, belt, 4 top and a jeans around $300.
maybe 1 more jeans and a top to buy.
its how sad most of the band t-shirt i want are out of stock for my size anymore.
shibby, i can't believe i was too late.
argh.


MAKE ME RICH!!!

i just did a foolish thing.
after enduring all the pain and trouble going through my new lip piercing.
i finally took it out.
reason being that the position was wrong and kinda awkward.
i want it to be higher.
should have thought it through at first before i even pierce but what the hell.
i always regret.
so now after much researching and consideration, i think its better to change the position.
i guess i'll get a new one soon.
hopefully before cny.
but should i get it higher at the same right side?
or the left side?
hmmm...
and all that pain and money.
argh.

you're out of the woods.
you're out of the dark.
you're out of the night.
hold onto your breath.
hold onto your heart.
hold onto your hope.
march up to the gate... and bid it open.


is it me or is it you?

happy 2008 people!
though not much has changed since 2007.
well, it's a new year and a new start.
so try not to bring all your problems/regrets/etc from 2007.
leave it behind.
let it go.
now, live the life you love.
=)


i've been missing out here so much thanks to my yet to repair computer.
i'm still trying to bring it up so i'm sure you'll see me online in no time.
therefore, most of the time i'm at wenyan's house using both boon and her com for WoW and other purposes.
rofl.


so i counted down to the new year with the display of fireworks and squeezing with everybody else at esplanade.
together with qingan, ben, albert, zhenfai, sharon, meifang and stephanie, we manage to not get pancake by the bangalas.
no offence, i'm not a racist but i hate them.
especially sucks to be stuck in between all those smelly armpits every now and then.
thank god i'm tall enough.
and the crowd moving so ever slow to our destination.
shibby.
but after everything ends, it's indeed a pretty nice experience.
not forgetting the laughers we had looking at other people arguments.
looking at the bright side, at least i didn't get molest.
imagine i got stuck in between HOT CHICKS instead.
WAHAHA.


anyway, booking out sure feels good after a tough 3D2N FTX.
despite the itchy sand flies bite marks, i'm full of endless energy!
i need to make full use of my time!!
go out and have loads of fun, FUN and MORE FUN.


4 more months to ORD.
YES AH!
i barely smell freedom now.