Symptoms of A Failing Heart

why a tribute to him? not because he's dead or something, but because he went MISSING in phuture/zouk last wednesday because he was drunk. hahaha! we were there together with qingan, paul, terter, kuku and wenyan. most of them spent like hours looking for him in vain. in the end, it was only till the club closing at 3am when we found him lying down outside with his friends.


alex, who have always seems to be a pretty good drinker, finally met him end. hoho. and whenever someone got drunk during chalet or clubbing, he's also the one who likes to laugh at them. now its our turn to laugh at him. wait till amy finds out about this.


oh and another drunkard that day would be kuku (he's always drunk). because it was his birthday the day before, so we got him to drink alot this time. end up qingan and me have to carry him back to qingan's place.


anyway, it has been fun clubbing with them but it could have been better if alot more rowdians attended. main thing would be all the hot chicks dancing over there though. hahaha. but most of the time there, i was talking with terter about WoW (killing alliance with terter rocks my sock).


i also met weijie, my long time kindergarden friend, who was working as a server? over there. too bad no discount or free drinks. hahaha. unless he became the boss.


well, the dance floor at phuture was so small and squeezy that we certainly are in contact with all the people around us. sad thing there wasn't girls around me. LOL. we should have proceed next to zouk instead as the dance floor is huge and the crowd wasn't so bad. but the guys didn't want to go there because it was mambo night. still, i find the music rather good. what a waste.


so we got home on a cab with qingan, kuku and wenyan while got on another cab. we alighted first as i have to help qingan to carry kuku up his house to rest. after that, it was finally home sweet home as i was so freaking tired.


then last saturday, i was at suntec city with qingan, ben, hock, lawrence, james, jason, black, wenyan, ah ni and sharon. albert and alex met us over there.


the guys had lunch at century square's foodcourt first before proceeding to suntec. first thing we did over there was to go in this german exhibition at the suntec hall. rather boring though, but hock and i went to get the free goodie bag. wahaha. typical kiasu singaporean. and whats worse, we keep the only consumable item, a energy capsule, from the goodie bag and thrown the rest away right after we left. hehe.


we then walked around aimlessly for awhile before stopping by to carl's jr to find bah geh and boonhow who just released from work. under bah geh's introduction, we went to 'just noodle' for our dinner. the food was good though the serving is so little and expensive. i should have ate carl's jr instead. argh!


before eating, we actually bumped onto ferlicia chin and albert went over to talk to her. i swear i should have taken a picture with her but i just didn't has the guts. what a wasted opportunity. if i have that chance again, i will never miss it anymore. regret fills my heart.


fountain of wealth was next. where we stay for quite some time to see the first few performances of channel U's superband. not bad i should say. we could have stayed longer to catch the whole thing but it was so crowded and our view from the top was pathetic. and so we left.


back to pavilion for a game of billard and pool before supper at macdonald's. made our way back to central park for a short slacking till i headed home with hock.


well well, more plans such as pulau ubin (not sure if i got it right) on thursday and wild wild wet on friday will be filling this week. i simply can't wait.


but i am so broke now and i can hardly save up for my WoW montly game card. i got to find other ways to get that money. anyone wanna join me to rob a bank? haha.


felkisty deane tan soriano
sucks!
happy now?

if you're still not able to view my video.
try this link instead,
http://youtube.com/watch?v=3-O3u1VDcE4

below, is my main video project which i have done with 2 of my group members, ghazali and yusman. after all our hard work of drawing, planning, shooting and editing, we finally completed it (more like i'm the only one doing the dirty work). HAHA. honestly, we are all lazy people who do last minute stuffs and it only took us 2 days! to finish everything when we have all the time in the world to do it at the start.


for your information, if you don't understand what the video is about. it's actually a humor commercial about dumbass people who doesn't have a single talent/skill in sort of youth activities. its more like promoting a kind of school for the youth. we were too forgetful to state the morale of the commercial inside the video. damn it.


enjoy it though.
it isn't that perfect cause its just a quick last minute job.
main problem would be the audio as we didn't edit it well enough.
first few seconds of the video would be silence. (though other background sound comes in)
but i really love and enjoy it.
and if you observe carefully, i'm inside the video as well.
pardon me cause i recorded this with my handphone.
do look at the credits at the end.
don't forget to turn on your speaker!

yesterday marks the last day of my ITE life. with no exam papers and all my projects completely done and handed in, i'm finally free, free of stress and whatever things that makes me moody. i am considered the lucky ones as other classes still have lesson next week and not forgetting, exams. so all the best to keong, weitong, ben and khiaseng! basically, no more school from now on! until i finish my national service to go to polytechnic of course.


still, i'm having this mixture of happy and sad feeling. happy that i'm gonna graduate as a student with a ITE certificate in Information Technology. sad because i'm gonna miss all my great friends in ite tampines and also the DELICIOUS malay food in my canteen. 95% of my ITE life, i only eat the food from that stall and i never got sick of it. haha.


2 years simply flies so fast. hai.... so fast that i can still briefly remembered that time when i first entered ITE and everyday, i kept complaining how i wish i could leave ITE soon. now, when that day finally arrived, somehow i wish i have more time left.


honestly, i've enjoyed every single precious moment of my time with my ITE homies and that memories is gonna be in my heart forever. all the laughter and joy, BIG thank you to all my classmates from IT1C, IT2P and all the teachers that helped me in the process. you guys are the best! been a pleasure knowing all of you. you guys made my ITE life a wonderful one.


initially, ITE wasn't what i planned for in the first place but sadly, my 'O' level results just wasn't good enough to make it into polytechnic. i did regret at first but there's nothing much i could have done. and with the bad reputation it has, i didn't even expect i could survive here. BUT, i was wrong, too wrong. i thought the school is just crowded with those mat, gangster, unfriendly and bad influence people, but i was wrong again. the people there are way too easy-going and i got to know alot of my malay classmates the first day of school. life's been good eversince. i don't know why, but i only hang out with my malay friends in school.


oh, one thing i hate would be talking face to face with my parent's friend or relatives etc. most of the time, they would say/ask, (translated to english) "wah your children so big already ah", "the younger one study poly eh?". then either my mom or i would say "no ah, ITE". then that person would go like "oh.....". by that time, most of their faces would change, which simply shows that they must be thinking like i'm not that clever or good or something like that. plus, with the piercing on both my ear, a lip piercing and the style of dressing i wear, they would surely think that way.


so please people, never judge a book by its cover.


thats the way i am.
i'm proud of myself.
and i'm proud of ITE.

ah, it's been awhile since i last had breakfast at macdonald's and i finally had it today, together with wenyan. we actually had this breakfast thing planned for a couple of days now but we always end up oversleeping (thanks to wenyan). luckily this time round, it was different as due to wenyan having her driving lesson in the early afternoon, she managed to give me a morning call and end up meeting her at about 9.45am.


it's actually a MIRACLE that i could wake up so early. i was even having a long sweet dream before she called and interrupted it. argh. plus i only had 7 hours of sleep and it sure wasn't enough for me.


breakfast was spendid and indeed FULL, because wenyan couldn't finish her share and i had to clear for her. okay right now, i just have one thing to say, "I LOVE MACDONALD'S BREAKFAST!". after the meal, it was back home to rest for awhile before i got prepared school at 12pm.


school's getting boring each day. why? simply because we're graduating in about 2 weeks time and the only thing left for us to do, was to complete all my overdued projects. hate it. i can't wait till i leave school cause i'm now in a holiday mood already.


oh, and bad news, my class advisor told us to hand in our video project by this thursday (because no school on friday, AGAIN), or else, we'd FAIL! damn it, with such limited time left, i guess i had no choice but to change the present idea of the soccer commercial to something much easier. which means, the storyboard which i've previously drawn, have to be redrawn. argh! so hopefully tomorrow, my group members and i will be shooting with what extras and equipments we can find. if we're lucky, we should be able to finish the shooting and editing. oh god, i pray.


also today, i tried to finish most of my 3d animation project with the help of shaik but i couldn't do much without the help of my teacher who wasn't around. so in the end, i left at around 2pm to meet up with wenyan, tian nee and mond at tampines mall.


it was lunch with them at ya kun's. well, it's been awhile since i last tasted them and it sure feels good to munch them now. last i remembered, it was during my IAP period when i had it with wenyan and tian nee.


shopping was next, erm.. more like window shopping, since we're all poor guys and girls. felki joined us soon enough and mainly the girls, were browsing around every items they can find in the mall while mond and me, just stood back and waited. definitely, girls are more FANATIC shoppers than guys cause we waited quite a while before they're done with their stuffs. we thought it would take forever.


after getting all our legs tired, we decide it was almost time to head back. but before that, we had to go to 505 gameshop to help weitong "purchase" his wanted pc game, "swat 4". keong joined us not long later at 6pm and because he wanted to check some games out, we went back to the gameshop again. this time round, it was me who "purchased" a pc game, "lotr: battle for middle earth 2".


and by "purchased", i'm sure you guys who what it truly means.
so yes, it's stealing. i don't care.
cause i never got caught before.
31 bucks worth in total.
heh.
i remembered telling myself not to do it time and time again.
but i guess it just doesn't work that way.
and please don't think that i'm a bad boy because i steal.
it doesn't work that way either.


anyway, keong and felki was getting hungry, so we proceeded to long john for dinner. most of us were already full but you can say that we couldn't resist the food and we ordered a set each as well. we finished our food in no time, then it was to century's arcade for alil' gaming before we go for yet another round of window shopping. how tiring.


by 8pm, we were back to james' block to meet weitong and suet jing for slacking. like usual, it was just plain talking crap, taking pictures, listening music and watching videos. when we're finally getting too bored, it was back home at 9.45pm.


now, there seems to be a problem with the installation of the game i've stolen. it's so frustrating. maybe i have to change it to other games tomorrow if it still remains like that. seriously, i can't wait to finish filming the shoot tomorrow, so at least a could feel a weight of burden gone from my chest. right now, it's so stuffy in there that i could feel it bursting anytime soon.


these was taken by felki while we were slacking earlier on:

be grateful guys, cause i'm now sacrificing my time to provide you with some updates instead of playing my WoW like what i've been doing ever since i got addicted to it. hahaha. and that explains why i'm always busy on my msn status.














mond going around taking photos with some of the peeps.