Symptoms of A Failing Heart

my long weekends are almost over! just a day more to go before booking in. argh. damn, time really flies! i need to think of some ways to slow it down.


my throat is getting more fuck up and yet i still got the cheek to eat kfc just now. for fuck sake it'll never get better if thats the case! fuck. time to save more money cause i'm almost broke, though i just struck 4D today! wahahaha. but it's just a pathetic $60, so yeah.


anyway, morning soccer today was bad! fuck up! sad to say, i must admit we lost. but we didn't play well, or at least i know i didn't. shit. i don't know why but we simply play badly today. no teamwork, no flow of passing and fighting spirit but i ain't pointing fingers. we lose as team when we could have easily nailed it. almost had a fight too, but thats typical though it's never our fault. haha.





soccer ended with us heading to 844 for lunch before going home to rest awhile. supposed to go out by 2.30pm but the 3 options infront of me kinda confused me.

1)wenyan's house for dvd.
2)meet keong, tong, felki and suetjing for window shopping as they didn't go to wenyan's place.
3)stay home and WoW as my bro just left.


so i drag and drag by blogging and chatting. in the end, keong called and nagged me to come down and find them as they were under my block already and so i did. we make our way to tm and cs for normal window shopping. next stop was kfc before heading back to central park to slack.









talked crap about old secondary school days while waiting for zhenfai and meifang to bring us our bubbletea from ocha. in no time after we finished our drinks. tong and zhenfai booked in. but zhenfai came back halfway as he left his shoe bag at ocha. haha. this is not the first time he forgot to bring something with him! he is indeed becoming more careless. wtf gay, wake up your idea!!!




so while they joined the rest of rowdians and head to ocha, i'm back home
bored, bored and bored!
what to do!?!?!?
sucks to be me.

my damn voice is gone, for now! and my throat fucking hurts so bad! thanks to the madness, craziness, loudness and dumbness we had at katong's settlers just now.


it's been awhile since most of the rowdians came out on an outing. attendance was good; tong, mond, keong, james, hock, qingan, zhenfai, wenyan, felki, suetjing and sharon. bah geh, black, matoot and kuku of kukus also joined us. jason left early because he wasn't keen on it. so we had loads of fun over there even when we were split into 2 tables. BUT the price is OVERATED! each of us spent $18 which includes 3 hours of game play and free flow of drinks. damn.


before settlers, most of us were at ikea. as usual, i can see how people looks at us and give us this impression that they think we're super loud and irritating. hahaha. thats what you get in a big group. despite that, we still didn't give a shit and just be ourselves by playing a fool. got ourselves hotdogs, meatballs, chicken wings and "free flow" of drinks of course. and i bought photo frame.


so thats the end for today. what a day!


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as for yesterday, i was out in the early noon to have 'breakfast' with joanne at 826 at 11am. anyway she just got back from thailand not long ago so it's been like 18 days since i actually last saw her. well, she got me some sweets back, so here's a BIG THANK YOU!


after the meal, we went back home to change before coming out again at 2pm. as usual, waited 'quite' awhile for her to get ready. lol. so we head over to vivocity straight. bought our tickets for "balls of fury " at 5pm first before exploring, walking around aimlessly, checking some stuffs, making stupid jokes and bought some finger food.


the show is nice, though the storyline is abit off. but the humorous yet fucking lame scenes made up for it. and i can say i really did laughed alot. well, the show ended and off we go to suntec because SOMEONE has a craving for 'auntie anne' way before the movie even starts. though it's sad that once we're there, the 'cinamon and raisin' flavor that she wants wasn't available. hahaha. awwww... too bad too sad. =x






walked abit more before we finally made our way back at 9pm. she had to go bedok 85 to meet her friends for her night roundings, so i just sent her there before taking a cab over to my god- uncle's dad's funeral at eunos.


the only reason i was there was because felicia chin's there too! erm, thats because my god-uncle's a mediacorp director. best of all, she's sitting in the same table as my family and even smiled at me! though i didn't even manage to talk to her or took a photo because it just seems awkward. plus i'm no longer such a BIG FAN like before, so yeah. haha.


home was next while i changed and got down for night soccer. sadly, i only manage to play for a short while before heading home soon cause i was considered rather late. zzzzz.... i just can't get enough of soccer. =(


friendly match at hockey court against suetjing's friend tomorrow morning at 9am. i can't wait!

oh, i almost forgot.
i'm clearing leave till monday!
so yeah, i'm booking in on monday night.
LONG WEEKEND FOR THE WIN!
HOHOHOHOHO.

late book out again today! fuck.
though we're lucky enough to even book out at all.
because shit happened in our company line where important things were lost and then found.
but the culprit is still at large.
initially, we were only allowed to book out after we found the culprit.
still, nobody owns up after an hour of investigation.
they were just about to delay our book out timing and cancel our off.
but they changed their mind in the end, with our OC talking to us only.
PHEW.


worse has yet to come.
i just signed 3 x extra weekdays guard duty!
FUCK FUCK SHIT FUCK!!!!
anyway the reason is hard for me to explain as you guys won't really understand.
it's not even a totally valid reason to make me sign but what to do!?!?!
i never plan to sign at all for my entire army life.
argh!
i just have to bear it like man.
though i must admit i'm kinda relief because it's weekday and NOT weekend.
if not, i'm sure i'll be DOWN LIKE FUCK.
but i still not satisfied!
i need to vent my fucking anger.
hopefully our soccer match against dwight's HSBC's team on 6 oct is still on.
i'll hold my anger so the opponent shall FACE MY WRATH when that day comes.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

notice that there's audio in this blog from now on.
so don't be shock when u suddenly hear music and don't know where it's coming from.
anyway, its the acoustic version of ponytail parade by emery.
one of the old school emo song i use to relate and hear.
the lyrics, it's all coming back to me now.
ah.... how smoothing.
p.s. i will repost the full lyrics here soon.


Three sleepless nights
This isn't how its supposed to be.
But you are so good at
taking your time to get back to me.

I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.


booking in soon.
FUCK!

nowadays staying home seems to be pretty fucking boring!
especially when my plans are later in the day.
cause my bro oucciped the com WoW-ing and my mom watching korean drama on the tv!
lol. plus i can't sleep even when i only slept a lil previously.
i'm like what the fuck.
so to pass time, i actually watch the korean drama, "oh! feel young" with my mom!
i can't believe it but that show is really not bad. hahaha.
so good that i couldn't keep my eyes off it which made me late when i'm supposed to meet my camp mates at 3pm at city hall.


i was only out at 3.20pm to meet them at peninsula as we went for some shopping.
honestly, i tried holding back by not buying too much.
BUT, in the end i still bought a skinny jeans , a shirt and a band t-shirt (haste the day).
$51 in total! argh. money gone again.
and the skinny stretchable jeans is indeed fucking tight! rofl.
i have a feeling people are gonna laugh at me when i wear it.
first thing first, i need to start saving now to prepare myself for australia and my upcoming birthdya plans.


okay back to yesterday, after the shopping, some of them went to play dota while we wait for more to come.
at around 6.30pm, it was time to leave while we left to meet the rest over at orchard shopping centre.
by 7.15pm, we finally started feasting at sakura international buffet to celebrate eeseng's 21st birthday which falls on 27th!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI SHENG! I'M SHENG YI =)
wahahahaha. food was awesome with hordes of varieities.
though i must say i didn't really make full use of that $30 each.
in total, 28 of us were there. most from my platoon and some of platoon 9, 10 and 11 plus eeseng's cousins. too long for me to list down.
not forgetting the dress code was long sleeve shirt.
lol. it was weird seeing most of us in it.
we sure look like some sort of gangsters.
well, after the spledid meal, weitong and i left first for tian nee's birthday surprise as her chalet at sentosa was given to her friend because most of rowdians couldn't make it, which led to this surprise thingy.
sorry we couldn't join you guys for the drinking after that!















firstly, HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to tiannee's on 23rd of september!


well, but not before we head to cineleisure to spent coins buying stuff from the "ti kam ti kam" machine (this is what yan told me).
it was a fucking embrassing moment for tong and me!
imagine 2 grown men trying to buy that when everyone around was like looking at us.
what the fuck man. we quickly bought and fuck off.
rofl.


next stop, city hall mrt where we met keong, zhenfai, hock, bah geh, kuku, boon, felki, wenyan, suetjing, peggie and sharon. in no time, we quickly proceed to esplanade roof terrace where we'll be giving tian nee the surprise of the day. so we put the birthday cake at a location, and went to hide while mond led her there.
so there you go, the surprise! and i know she's touched.
as she unwrap her presents to see the "project" i did, the lingerie and other stuffs, it was fun.


in case you're wondering what "project", it's just pasting each of our rowdians faces onto a individual character/thing based on our nicknames. in case of copyright issues, i'm not gonna post it here, but you can grab from me if you want, though i'm posting the "BEST" sample here! HOHO. i guess the 4hrs of blood, sweat and energy doing the "project" previous night was worth it afterall. wasn't as perfect, but at least they get the picture and it's still funny.




we ate the cake at threatre on the bay instead as the roof terrace was closing. and that was the time where we started to CAM FUCKING WHORE FUCKING ALOT. rofl!
so many lame pictures we took, i'm not gonna upload all cause there's really way too much.
mond and tiannee left soon and in no time it was our turn.
walked over to marina square while deciding where to go next.
in the end, rest of them head to 85 for supper while i didn't because i was so fucking tired.
i was practically KOed inside the cab.
home-d and KOed as well.
god damn.